Dark Thoughts
@darkoni.bsky.social
I come here to release what dark and inner thoughts swivel in my head. Away from the general feed. Maybe 🔞 to be safe?
Past few mornings I wake up and think I still have my dog to worry about.
But i don't
And not sure how i feel about that honestly.
But i don't
And not sure how i feel about that honestly.
December 30, 2025 at 6:47 AM
Past few mornings I wake up and think I still have my dog to worry about.
But i don't
And not sure how i feel about that honestly.
But i don't
And not sure how i feel about that honestly.
I'm also realizing this is just logs for whenever i get to therapy.
Fucking pathetic (not the getting therapy part)
Fucking pathetic (not the getting therapy part)
November 19, 2025 at 8:13 AM
I'm also realizing this is just logs for whenever i get to therapy.
Fucking pathetic (not the getting therapy part)
Fucking pathetic (not the getting therapy part)
All the women i keep being attracted towards are either FOREIGN AND FAR or not anywhere near me but stateside make it make sense.
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November 19, 2025 at 8:12 AM
All the women i keep being attracted towards are either FOREIGN AND FAR or not anywhere near me but stateside make it make sense.
That long distance relationship really fucked things up huh
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November 19, 2025 at 8:10 AM
That long distance relationship really fucked things up huh
Alone at night and depressed here we are again
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November 19, 2025 at 8:09 AM
Alone at night and depressed here we are again
I think the fact I'm demisexual probably makes both of my last relationships extremely hard to get over. We don't just jump into any relationship presented to us
November 11, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I think the fact I'm demisexual probably makes both of my last relationships extremely hard to get over. We don't just jump into any relationship presented to us
I do think this is just a different form of torture that i refuse to let go
November 11, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I do think this is just a different form of torture that i refuse to let go
Tonight is one of those nights
November 9, 2025 at 9:00 AM
Tonight is one of those nights
It's beating a dead horse but it's just his it goes
November 9, 2025 at 7:42 AM
It's beating a dead horse but it's just his it goes
It's gotta be a curse to have feelings for your ex after all these years with it going nowhere
November 9, 2025 at 7:39 AM
It's gotta be a curse to have feelings for your ex after all these years with it going nowhere
Hit up my friend about something and then sent me a voice not and I wish i didn't always feel a way hearing her voice lol
October 31, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Hit up my friend about something and then sent me a voice not and I wish i didn't always feel a way hearing her voice lol
It doesn't feel right moving back home...
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October 28, 2025 at 5:31 AM
It doesn't feel right moving back home...
I'm hungry but my body honestly doesn't want to eat so I gotta force myself to eat.
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August 28, 2025 at 2:22 AM
I'm hungry but my body honestly doesn't want to eat so I gotta force myself to eat.
Every little disappointing thing really pushes me further into depression like this is annoying.
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August 28, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Every little disappointing thing really pushes me further into depression like this is annoying.
Yeaaaa my depression really kicks in when I'm not hungry.
We're at that point today. 🫤
We're at that point today. 🫤
August 27, 2025 at 6:42 PM
Yeaaaa my depression really kicks in when I'm not hungry.
We're at that point today. 🫤
We're at that point today. 🫤
Yea every rejection just pushes me to accept a relationship isn't happening and to just marry games more.
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August 27, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Yea every rejection just pushes me to accept a relationship isn't happening and to just marry games more.
Oh
I guess I know why I'm overall depressed or just "whatever" about everything now outside of gaming.
(I'm always let down so the default mood is set to not get happy about possible new shit)
I guess I know why I'm overall depressed or just "whatever" about everything now outside of gaming.
(I'm always let down so the default mood is set to not get happy about possible new shit)
August 27, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Oh
I guess I know why I'm overall depressed or just "whatever" about everything now outside of gaming.
(I'm always let down so the default mood is set to not get happy about possible new shit)
I guess I know why I'm overall depressed or just "whatever" about everything now outside of gaming.
(I'm always let down so the default mood is set to not get happy about possible new shit)
Being that inbetweener age really coming to fuck me iver currently huh.
August 27, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Being that inbetweener age really coming to fuck me iver currently huh.
Don't ever take for granted when someone compliments you on yourself or your style.
It really is such a day booster if someone does that (it happened to me last week)
It really is such a day booster if someone does that (it happened to me last week)
August 26, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Don't ever take for granted when someone compliments you on yourself or your style.
It really is such a day booster if someone does that (it happened to me last week)
It really is such a day booster if someone does that (it happened to me last week)
Got hit real hard with that single life depression hanging out with my friends today.
I dunno maybe because they all had a partner and I'm just in the corner existing by myself.
I dunno maybe because they all had a partner and I'm just in the corner existing by myself.
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August 3, 2025 at 10:27 AM
Got hit real hard with that single life depression hanging out with my friends today.
I dunno maybe because they all had a partner and I'm just in the corner existing by myself.
I dunno maybe because they all had a partner and I'm just in the corner existing by myself.
It's strange to hear I'm hard to read from women but i guess i understand. Last 2 relationships really did some damage to me mentally
July 25, 2025 at 4:09 AM
It's strange to hear I'm hard to read from women but i guess i understand. Last 2 relationships really did some damage to me mentally
It's been kinda quiet
June 13, 2025 at 7:28 AM
It's been kinda quiet
Damn I really crashed out Friday afternoon after mentally telling myself not to and that everything was actually ok.
Depression+ Anxiety a bad combo. 🥲
Depression+ Anxiety a bad combo. 🥲
June 9, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Damn I really crashed out Friday afternoon after mentally telling myself not to and that everything was actually ok.
Depression+ Anxiety a bad combo. 🥲
Depression+ Anxiety a bad combo. 🥲