bruh, not falling for this again :P
cool connections tho, cuz I was literally looking back.

Then I saw this post this day (Oct 1 2024)
salt to the wound

I'm gonna apologize for what I did soon, probably on my birthday. I cant keep doing this, I dont want to hurt people even unintentionally. I'm not trying to be the victim here because I really am not. I think the reason why I'm like this is far from inceldom nor schizoid, It's probably from trauma.

This makes me remind myself to write everything that is happening since I am aware of being forgetful but I keep on forgetting to write. I even forget what happened in my own birthday, i feel like I should remember what was happening at those dates mostly.

3 years ago (Oct 1 2021)
that tagged post made me remember that I am ungrateful and avoidant. I tried to make amends by trying to be present again but the guilt and regret for not being a better person.

I wasnt informed there would be a komiket there haha. I guess I'll drop by, thanks to this post.

I really need to practice eye contact.