If i can’t stay awake for all of it, then i should rest with some of it passing through my head which I’d need to avoid witnessing mentions of negative stuff that happened from 2014 onwards otherwise i do end up in “hell” before the empty

If I have to watch them all back or rest through them, then I should come out as a newborn and live up to the age of how long somebody as lasted in life to make it through much of the playlist…