My so-called "dad" Walter sexually assaulted me as a child too, Fogel. I have PSTD as a result of that. I was trying to heal from my trauma. And guess what? You will never enjoy 5-spice rubbed roasted duck again. And I make lasagna Bolognese at Christmas because I love my mother. You don't get any.😆

You thought you were slick, but guess what? You snooped in my room and wrote disgusting things all over a discreetly stored box of adult items that were not seen by anyone else since they were purchased. You are a fucking pervert, Fogel. I already was a sexual assault survivor too.

I also have another suppressed memory from my wonderful babysitter as a child(she was an aunt to me), that my mother's side of the family is also part Greek in addition to Sicilian. I also found out that my foster mother stole my actual mother's recipes too. I will never forgive her for that alone.

Guess what? The current provider of medical care is also incompetent and is now fucked because I have been off the medication for days and yet my mind is very sharp now. I am eating better from the soup kitchens daily and staying safe daily.

Guess what? The ABA conditioning was undone, and suppressed memories about my childhood are coming back. My babysitter as a child (who knew my mother) told me that I am Jewish because my mother was too and yet this knowledge was omitted from all discussions of her by my paternal family.

Meanwhile, I have known climate change deniers that do ornithology field work. So fucking irresponsible and unprofessional, and a complete disregard for the science and especially the welfare of the birds. Fuck all of you liberals who shut me out of the field and made it unsafe for LGBTQ people.

I worked so hard on that presentation, I even dressed up in a black suit with a black and white angular-striped tie symbolizing aposematic coloration. I was teased for overdressing, but I was having fun(also referencing my love for Post Punk bands, wish I had the courage to paint my nails then too).

I now cannot locate that profile. I had photos on there, and yet all the homophobic and transphobic hate speech I flagged was almost never taken down. FUCK META.

Well, I think I may have been able to get into Facebook again, although on a new account. Just waiting for the verification.