Sure I hate my nose and other facial features but most actually run in my family even in women, and it hurts me a lot that I can't get my old voice from before it deepened back, and uhh... *that* other thing, but waow I'm cute as hell and I look like the cute petite silly nerd I am and want to be

(she has adhd so she is very dopamine deficient and so her brain is constantly desperately trying to seek it out)