Ugh I can feel my heart in my throat but I'm definitely a lot more calm. Just plain exhausted

Abandonment issues do not go hard, I in fact do not want them

Back to sobbing, I love my best friend so much. It feels like he knows exactly what to say to make me feel relief instead of pain

I know the moment I get up from this bed I'm gonna do something stupid but man do I need a drink of water

My head hurts, I feel like I'm choking. I'm biting my arms and trying to calm down. I feel so unloved and unwanted. I deserve to be alone. I don't deserve to be here. I'm going to be abandoned. God I hate this, I want to tear out my eyes and throat

I would really like if this could calm me down more

Doing a self care night 💚

ON AN EVEN BETTER NOTE, I finished the commission LOL. Finally,, plus one of my comfort games entered a new season and I am frothing at the mouth with some of the items I could get

I gotta start doing this daily, it's been such a help to look at when things sneak up on me and I start snowballing

Why can't I just believe what people say