I hear the call, Spirit. And the warning, my Ancestors. Humbly. Thank you.

I will tend to Sofia with integrity. With fierceness and tenderness. With all my being. I will return to my practices and ground and listen. Again and again.

Now. Especially now.

Where have I allowed myself to be so distracted by The Show - by current events, by social media, by the news - that I have lost my connection to Source? To the Tao? To my Ancestors? To that place of my own precious knowing? My deep, life-giving Innocence and wisdom?

I woke up dazed with grief and shame… and then a stabbed relief that it was “only a dream.”

But was it?

I covered my face in my hands and said, “I don’t think I can live with myself.” Awaiting the moment when I would be known as the one who had lost Sofia. Who had promised to protect and cherish her, and instead had lost her forever.

We looked everywhere. I was horrified. Desolate. So deeply ashamed. On my knees in grief.

Her father was calm, but solemn. He picked up his phone, to call the mother, my beloved friend, and tell her Sofia was gone.

… and then her father came, to ask for her - and she was GONE.

I could not remember what had happened. Had I set her down for a moment? Had she crawled away? Had someone taken her? I had no idea.

I walked her around, talking to her, telling her about the world and her mama and life. She began talking back to me! Still tiny.

There was a room with a giant big screen tv. I sat down with her in my arms to watch for just a minute. Completely lost in whatever random show was on.

So perfect! Tiny like a kitten - I could hold her in one palm. She looked up at me, alarmed at first, then her little face softened into total trust. I melted. I instantly loved her with my whole being.

A beloved, wise, loving friend had just given birth to the tiniest, most perfect baby, and named her Sofia.

She handed her tenderly to me, and asked me to watch over her for awhile.

Deep bow of gratitude to Ellen Heed, PhD. And to Jaiya Ma, who brought me into this work in the first place. Eternally grateful to you both.

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This work adds volumes of depth to my practices in Sexological Bodywork, and Coaching the Erotic Blueprints, Devotional Kink, and Lasting Relationships. It all comes back to the body.

STREAM means listening to each body’s innate primordial intelligence, to address and clear imbalances in a lasting and sustainable way.

This certification has filled in the gaps, shown me the intricacies of how all of these systems, intelligences, and influences intertwine and interact… and how to engage with and channel all of that, compassionately and gently, sometimes fiercely.

I first studied with Ellen in 2018, and have been practicing scar and trauma remediation with my clients in many forms.

STREAM has helped hundreds of clients permanently resolve scars and trauma from inuries, surgeries, sexual assault, inflammatory conditions, chronic pain, painful sex, TMJ, and a host of other deeply held blocks and patterns.