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writing and drawing adult fantasy LAMB OF GOD. they/them, white, 20+
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hi, i'm dove gray 🕊️
writing adult fantasy LAMB OF GOD, about a disgraced priest and misanthropic sorcerer tasked with escorting the child of god on her journey across a dying land to receive seven blessings and ascend to sainthood.
i draw them frequently and post writing updates here!
penance tightening the laces on crow's corset, while crow looks into a mirror with a grin. aneska, lamb of god. crow finishes a bow in aneska's hair. she holds a book in her lap and looks up at him with a small smile. penance laying back on white sheets. a cut of light lays over his bared throat.
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NOT FROM TIKTOK 😭 i’m immensely flattered you've continued to follow me since then…. i miss his boobs
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need polls here so i can determine what part of my audience is here for my singular ffxiv post a year vs only here for my yaoi
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dumb trait i gave sacha/esteem is he does the same thing i do when i’m excited/having fun, which is that i shiver violently like a small dog in a purse. my teeth clack together happily. i do not know anyone else who does this nor why it happens
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forgive my rambling. the lizard does things to me. i feel sometimes that people don’t think i take him seriously or feel happy to rib because i poke fun at him but i’ve put many years of love into writing him and get that itch of embarrassment when i reveal that tenderness too much.
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everyone thinks you are the same as them and you want to be, but you are not. indelible stain. you are a ghost possessing your own body, and isn’t that the same as being alive? and it isn’t but there’s no way to say that. you just drag your own corpse along in the dirt behind you forever. oh sacha
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death is both someone he has formed connection through (with peony, with all the people he’s met after fleeing the steppe) and deeply isolating. everyone around you is alive, and they think you are too. there is no possible way to explain what it feels like to be killed. to be dead.
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speaking of pen before his Arc. learning how to be a person and have wants and likes and dislikes. sacha is just kind of like that, and has been since his death— something along the way peeled away from him, a permanent depersonalization he’s casually incorporated into his personality.
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sacha and pen are funny bc they both have very very little ego to speak of. you can insult sacha to his face and he’ll laugh and agree with you. pen will barely react at all. blinking hollowly
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sacha is funny bc i get to play him generally as a background npc/acquaintance to almost everyone (which tracks for him, given his aversion to closeness and emotional intimacy). he gets to be the bartender with weird proclivities that people keep shoving huge sacks of gil at much to his exasperation
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heartbreaking: the most beautiful woman you have ever met (peony) likes a man who is not even remotely in her league (sacha)
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do we think him dying again would actually help him maybe. what if it feels really good this time
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post moonlight thoughts. i love seeing everyone and do recognize regulars even if they don’t always stop by the bar. i appreciate the wallflowers as well :) please if you ever want to mingle with sacha do not feel intimidated. he is happy to assist and (albeit somewhat awkwardly) chat!!
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would it not be hysterical to one day post about an rp event and it’s sacha’s funeral
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open :) come hang out for a couple hours!
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also i’ve noted it on the carrd, but we’ll no longer be doing any real gil trades, and haven’t in a while— everything is purely IC :)
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Tonight, we gather once again under the light of the Harvest Moon. 7:30 - 9:30 CST. moonlightjazzlounge.carrd.co
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i WILL be opening skebs again soon (hopefully this weekend) please look forward to it
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too many fictional couples who get together and after that they just work perfectly as a couple. they need to carry their neuroticisms over!!!
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what’s so important when writing your characters slowly falling in love and finally being together is to consider the ways in which they suck ass at being in a relationship