jen
@dejennerate.bsky.social
a lost vegan millennial just trying to survive 🌱
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jen
@dejennerate.bsky.social
· Nov 12
hello, it’s me jen - aka dejennerate the degenerate. just a nobody trying to find their/her way in this scary, messed up world. this account is pretty much just going to serve as a public diary/flow of consciousness into the void, or on the off chance, anyone that cares. 🔞 no minors please!
Finally off of Spotify! Switched to Tidal today and rapidly followed all of the artists I wanted, and it feels great :3
December 30, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Finally off of Spotify! Switched to Tidal today and rapidly followed all of the artists I wanted, and it feels great :3
holy shit, i’m moving! and into a bigger space with more privacy too! i cant believe it~ i was getting so distraught but it’s actually happening…life is going to be so different!
December 19, 2025 at 8:25 AM
holy shit, i’m moving! and into a bigger space with more privacy too! i cant believe it~ i was getting so distraught but it’s actually happening…life is going to be so different!
I find overly sensitive people very draining to be around - if you take every single word I say to heart or think I’m attacking you, I don’t think you’ll want to actually be friends with me. And I really don’t have the patience to explain everything I say. If I wanted to hurt you, you’d know, trust.
November 7, 2025 at 5:48 AM
I find overly sensitive people very draining to be around - if you take every single word I say to heart or think I’m attacking you, I don’t think you’ll want to actually be friends with me. And I really don’t have the patience to explain everything I say. If I wanted to hurt you, you’d know, trust.
cool my dream concert of seeing Wonho got cancelled today. I had an Ultimate VIP ticket too which meant lots of benefits, most excitingly a solo photo with Wonho.
I was looking forward to this more than anything I have so far in the past 5 years.
I’m absolutely devastated.
I was looking forward to this more than anything I have so far in the past 5 years.
I’m absolutely devastated.
October 21, 2025 at 7:56 AM
cool my dream concert of seeing Wonho got cancelled today. I had an Ultimate VIP ticket too which meant lots of benefits, most excitingly a solo photo with Wonho.
I was looking forward to this more than anything I have so far in the past 5 years.
I’m absolutely devastated.
I was looking forward to this more than anything I have so far in the past 5 years.
I’m absolutely devastated.
bad things keep happening to & around me but randomly there will be something really exciting and cool. i feel like i’m being pulled in two directions constantly and it’s exhausting. I’d love to just escape somewhere alone for a while. Maybe i should do on one of those creepy silent retreats lol
October 7, 2025 at 3:47 AM
bad things keep happening to & around me but randomly there will be something really exciting and cool. i feel like i’m being pulled in two directions constantly and it’s exhausting. I’d love to just escape somewhere alone for a while. Maybe i should do on one of those creepy silent retreats lol
wow my mental health hasn’t been this low since my dog and best friend died. i just heard an old lady shrieking and wailing tonight downstairs so loud…i feel panicked constantly now for hours, its ringing in my mind…i’ve never heard someone so terrified. her husband got taken in ambulance…i’m shaken
October 4, 2025 at 9:46 AM
wow my mental health hasn’t been this low since my dog and best friend died. i just heard an old lady shrieking and wailing tonight downstairs so loud…i feel panicked constantly now for hours, its ringing in my mind…i’ve never heard someone so terrified. her husband got taken in ambulance…i’m shaken
haha what if i die from my tonsillectomy haha wouldn’t that be crazy haha (i could be so lucky)
August 21, 2025 at 12:30 AM
haha what if i die from my tonsillectomy haha wouldn’t that be crazy haha (i could be so lucky)
la la la hating life agaaaaain~
August 18, 2025 at 8:48 AM
la la la hating life agaaaaain~
Finally have my tonsillectomy booked, September 4th. I’ve been driven insane with issues from them for years, i can’t believe i’ll finally be rid of them at last…
July 31, 2025 at 5:10 AM
Finally have my tonsillectomy booked, September 4th. I’ve been driven insane with issues from them for years, i can’t believe i’ll finally be rid of them at last…
working with an artist for the past month that i saved up for for years feels very fulfilling - i’m hoping this will pan out to something wonderful, i have so many fun and neat aspirations in store! but everything being somewhat secret is also like RAAAAHHGH i just wanna show EVERYONE!
July 30, 2025 at 8:50 AM
working with an artist for the past month that i saved up for for years feels very fulfilling - i’m hoping this will pan out to something wonderful, i have so many fun and neat aspirations in store! but everything being somewhat secret is also like RAAAAHHGH i just wanna show EVERYONE!
i’m so tired of crying 😞 i want to just run away somewhere totally alone for a long time, with no one around just me alone for like a month.
July 26, 2025 at 4:31 AM
i’m so tired of crying 😞 i want to just run away somewhere totally alone for a long time, with no one around just me alone for like a month.
not being able to see Keshi again pains me but i keep telling myself to hold out on any spending, monsta x might be coming. hope im right & its all going to be worth it. abandoning my cosplay temporarily, possibly having to miss out on fanexpo, bailing out of wonderland plans…all for hopes of my ult
July 25, 2025 at 10:46 PM
not being able to see Keshi again pains me but i keep telling myself to hold out on any spending, monsta x might be coming. hope im right & its all going to be worth it. abandoning my cosplay temporarily, possibly having to miss out on fanexpo, bailing out of wonderland plans…all for hopes of my ult
thinking there was going to be about 6 people able to come to my bday party this weekend but turns out, 18 plus myself and partner making 20 of us! Very exciting, didn’t know people love 5-pin bowling so much! jk i know they all care for me, in their own capacities ^^
July 17, 2025 at 9:57 PM
thinking there was going to be about 6 people able to come to my bday party this weekend but turns out, 18 plus myself and partner making 20 of us! Very exciting, didn’t know people love 5-pin bowling so much! jk i know they all care for me, in their own capacities ^^
i got yet another compliment on my house being cozy! to be fair it has a little something for everyone so i think it facilitates many comforts to people but ehe…just makes me feel warm to hear again so soon after someone else shared the same sentiment ☺️ i am so tired tho now, need big rest!
July 7, 2025 at 5:34 AM
i got yet another compliment on my house being cozy! to be fair it has a little something for everyone so i think it facilitates many comforts to people but ehe…just makes me feel warm to hear again so soon after someone else shared the same sentiment ☺️ i am so tired tho now, need big rest!
It’s funny to me how many people have called my home “homey”. I think it’s a good thing? tbh i’m not sure what people mean by that. Does it mean the furniture is comfortable? Is it how our possessions are decorating the place? Is it the amount of hobby related stuff around? Idk lol but i’ll take it.
July 1, 2025 at 7:11 AM
It’s funny to me how many people have called my home “homey”. I think it’s a good thing? tbh i’m not sure what people mean by that. Does it mean the furniture is comfortable? Is it how our possessions are decorating the place? Is it the amount of hobby related stuff around? Idk lol but i’ll take it.
i’m so weepy lately just want to cry all the time aha. it’s probably all the stress just trying to escape. my health is rly taking a toll on me.
June 25, 2025 at 9:21 PM
i’m so weepy lately just want to cry all the time aha. it’s probably all the stress just trying to escape. my health is rly taking a toll on me.
waiting on a huge commission piece is so nerve wracking! i saved up for a longggg time to afford it and there’s only one or two revisions allowed so im NERVOUS bitch but! If it all works out, it could be a great start to something new for me.
June 13, 2025 at 11:11 PM
waiting on a huge commission piece is so nerve wracking! i saved up for a longggg time to afford it and there’s only one or two revisions allowed so im NERVOUS bitch but! If it all works out, it could be a great start to something new for me.
i often wonder if people think im lying or something to get out of events - im not sure how many ppl know about my fibroid/(s?) but basically tho lowdown is that I don’t get typical periods; i get debilitatingly painful ones, especially the first three days. Like to the point meditation doesn’t help
June 12, 2025 at 8:36 PM
i often wonder if people think im lying or something to get out of events - im not sure how many ppl know about my fibroid/(s?) but basically tho lowdown is that I don’t get typical periods; i get debilitatingly painful ones, especially the first three days. Like to the point meditation doesn’t help
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As announced yesterday, we’re giving away a Nintendo Switch 2 in celebration of Mega64 Day! Contest opens at 12pm PST at the 🔗 below and closes at 5:30pm PST where we’ll be announcing the winner live during our Mega64 Day stream!
bit.ly/mega64switch2
bit.ly/mega64switch2
June 4, 2025 at 6:54 PM
As announced yesterday, we’re giving away a Nintendo Switch 2 in celebration of Mega64 Day! Contest opens at 12pm PST at the 🔗 below and closes at 5:30pm PST where we’ll be announcing the winner live during our Mega64 Day stream!
bit.ly/mega64switch2
bit.ly/mega64switch2
Got some really exciting news today! It’s a beeg secret but eeee it’s definitely the positivity boost i needed so desperately!!!
June 3, 2025 at 10:47 PM
Got some really exciting news today! It’s a beeg secret but eeee it’s definitely the positivity boost i needed so desperately!!!
i feel like if a person has ever been proven guilty of committing a crime, they shouldn’t be allowed to run a country
May 16, 2025 at 4:32 AM
i feel like if a person has ever been proven guilty of committing a crime, they shouldn’t be allowed to run a country
I don’t think i’ve been truly happy since Cashew was alive and healthy…man that’s like, 6 or 7 years ago now…
May 15, 2025 at 9:27 PM
I don’t think i’ve been truly happy since Cashew was alive and healthy…man that’s like, 6 or 7 years ago now…
told off a mental health worker on a crisis line. felt good, feeling euphoric about shining light on her own shortcomings as a crisis outreach person. so cold andemotionally disconnected. If you’re a crisis call worker and just want to suggest other support? kys. You’re likely someone’s last hope.
April 17, 2025 at 8:03 AM
told off a mental health worker on a crisis line. felt good, feeling euphoric about shining light on her own shortcomings as a crisis outreach person. so cold andemotionally disconnected. If you’re a crisis call worker and just want to suggest other support? kys. You’re likely someone’s last hope.
losing all care and hope in life. don’t think i’ll be wanting to build myself back up again this time around, too old for that. trying has never resulted in any improvement so i’m feeling good to just…fade out
April 17, 2025 at 6:11 AM
losing all care and hope in life. don’t think i’ll be wanting to build myself back up again this time around, too old for that. trying has never resulted in any improvement so i’m feeling good to just…fade out