hello goog

love the Bradley!! but I get punted by tanks in an instant whenever i use rp boosters 💔💔

oh my god this is actually glorious 😭tysm!!

hellooo

I'll be fully active at X though! Maybe if I start picking up art I'll be active here too but yah, that's everything.

It just doesn't have enough reasons for me to even stay here, barely any interesting stuff, etc.

Sorry if it was a lil disappointing, I'll still come around here though! I know there's someone that wishes to pop in any now and then and that's alright.

how can you yearn and wish for something that you yourself are pushing away just because you cant take accountability for your actions? how do you think that love will come to you when you push it away as best as you can?

do you really want love? or do you just want the thrill of it?

and you're just prolonging that cycle over and over again instead of just humbling yourself down and taking accountability for your actions and apologizing, changing for the best and for the health of your friends and people who love you, how can you expect love when you push that love away?

or apologizing, you continue and you try to defend and excuse yourself by attacking them and then blaming them and their actions actively putting down pretty much every major thing they have done for you and instead of handling it maturely you're quick to pointing fingers and deflecting blame

if you acknowledge the fact that youre doing wrong, that you hurt your friend or someone and you havent apologized, and have instead ran away, havent faced it, havent addressed it properly then you are a bad friend, you're hurting your friend intentionally and instead of making up for it

friendships, relationships are a matter of mutual understanding and respect, of mutual care for each other, of trust and so many other things, if you lose one of them you lose the rest eventually, and dont try to minimize or undervalue their feelings, specially when theyre open to you about them

so please, respect your friends and the people around you, people who have stuck up with you for a long time, people who have tried to give you their best, people who have endured all the pain that you've put them through just so they could spend more time with you, respect them