i need her

YES!! YES YOU SEE MY VISION..........another reason they are great together even if no one else has thought of it before

FEI IS THE MOST SYSTEM CODED CHARACTER for real for real i have always thought so......ONE DAY WHEN MY BRAIN ISN'T STATIC i'd love to get into it with you. also fuyuka. just saying.

anyways here's my 20000 page essay on how fudou is a system

i used to be way more open about it but urfffffffff

NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE KNOW we keep it under wraps usually. im(eden) usually fronting like a good chunk of time so. sometimes i got a co-fronter tho

i have a kageyama introject who didnt start out as kageyama and he goes by wrath isnt that just so ... theres not a word to describe it

i support all of u. and i love all of u. i hope you are able to find some peace soon <3

im still too scared to call myself a lesbian in public though. because i dont want to seem like im Imposing or whatever....so i just stick with the sapphic label. urf.

I DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE THIS ABOUT ME IM SO SORRY i just want to let you know. sexuality is not so cut and dry most of the time. and i am strugglin with you but i think when it comes down to it...we know ourselves better than some randoms online.

its frustrating because i know what i am but people see me with a bf and they make ASSUMPTIONS.....but you cant tell me anything other than a lesbian could make priscilla /lh

except my boyfriend. and im struggling big time bc of it so. i understand. bi or pan just doesnt feel like it fits me bc it gives the idea that i find other men attractive when in reality its one singular man and that is it

i am still fucking struggling myself as someone who is both the biggest fucking lesbian but i found the singular man i would make an exception for....because i explored my sexuality and i really wasnt into it. i have zero internet in men romantically or sexually and never really have! --

RIGHT...HUFFS

im literally lightheaded i think i hauve covid

i had a dream i broke up with him and woke up really sad about it so like??? i have no idea. i have no idea how i feel. ughhhhh

i really care about him and love him and he's an absolute angel and sweetheart. genuinely. i dont want to hurt him. but also like fuckk. fuck. fuck. fuck.

i think me exploring my sexuality and getting attached to him at the same time got some stuff mixed up in my head and now that ive come down from the initial high and im no longer exploring all that...i...UGHHH might have to break up with him...