i was born to look at dusty pixels on a dark screen in the middle of the night and say 'these are my friends.'

most people would use infinite time like this to practise a passion. to make something beautiful. not watch numbers go up. the scant few that know of my existence will say good job. not with words mind you. more like a small nod. i wish it could be more, but i was not born to hold a conversation.

you can just be a freak on main. no one can stop you.

which itself comes from such a position of arrogant privilege.

its a good orange.

moreso about the RT but ill never forget the time some annoying puppygirl or some shit said it was doing lines with a friend and ppl lost their fuckin minds. made me realize just how despite how they may act people are just fuckin cops deep down.

sober in solitude.

he's only on Meat Man's stage.