Devlin
@devakaasa.bsky.social
Devlin the Voidhound, reporting for duty. Plucking my way through life with grit spit and determination, and as much kindness as I can muster. I’m flawed and emotionally wounded but that’s okay.
DNI minors 🔞
DNI minors 🔞
My depression has been getting worse again lately… this year has been hell. True hell. And I’m seriously questioning how much more I can take before I break
December 21, 2025 at 2:46 PM
My depression has been getting worse again lately… this year has been hell. True hell. And I’m seriously questioning how much more I can take before I break
I might just delete my socials.
December 10, 2025 at 6:23 PM
I might just delete my socials.
I hate falling asleep depressed because everyone says “you’ll feel better in the morning” and I never do. Most of the time I just wake up sadder and also in pain.
December 10, 2025 at 12:09 PM
I hate falling asleep depressed because everyone says “you’ll feel better in the morning” and I never do. Most of the time I just wake up sadder and also in pain.
I need friends. Desperately. I need a community where I fit in and people to interact with. Being an outcast is breaking my spirit
December 9, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I need friends. Desperately. I need a community where I fit in and people to interact with. Being an outcast is breaking my spirit
Me at the start of 2025: This is gonna be one of the best years of my life
Me about half way through 2025: This year has been awful and I feel like my life is going to fall apart any minute now
Me at the end of 2025: I’m so fucking tired.
Me about half way through 2025: This year has been awful and I feel like my life is going to fall apart any minute now
Me at the end of 2025: I’m so fucking tired.
December 9, 2025 at 11:25 PM
Me at the start of 2025: This is gonna be one of the best years of my life
Me about half way through 2025: This year has been awful and I feel like my life is going to fall apart any minute now
Me at the end of 2025: I’m so fucking tired.
Me about half way through 2025: This year has been awful and I feel like my life is going to fall apart any minute now
Me at the end of 2025: I’m so fucking tired.
For years I was an outcast by choice. I chose to not be close to others, to not have many ties or friends.
But now that it’s not my choice, now that I was kicked out of the social circles I cherished last year… it hurts so fucking bad.
I didn’t do anything. I wasn’t going to be a problem…
But now that it’s not my choice, now that I was kicked out of the social circles I cherished last year… it hurts so fucking bad.
I didn’t do anything. I wasn’t going to be a problem…
December 8, 2025 at 2:51 AM
For years I was an outcast by choice. I chose to not be close to others, to not have many ties or friends.
But now that it’s not my choice, now that I was kicked out of the social circles I cherished last year… it hurts so fucking bad.
I didn’t do anything. I wasn’t going to be a problem…
But now that it’s not my choice, now that I was kicked out of the social circles I cherished last year… it hurts so fucking bad.
I didn’t do anything. I wasn’t going to be a problem…
When the unkind voice in your head reminds you of just how much you’ve literally always hated your own appearance but you don’t have the time money or patience to make any positive change in how you look and you’re reminded of how your looks were directly insulted not long ago and it just hurts you
December 6, 2025 at 3:44 AM
When the unkind voice in your head reminds you of just how much you’ve literally always hated your own appearance but you don’t have the time money or patience to make any positive change in how you look and you’re reminded of how your looks were directly insulted not long ago and it just hurts you
Social exile has got to be one of the worst traumas I’ve ever experienced. I spent months trying to grow as a person so I could move past the drama, and the moment I set my foot in the door trying to show my growth, I was thrown out under a heap of false accusations and a broken promise. Shit hurts
December 2, 2025 at 6:24 PM
Social exile has got to be one of the worst traumas I’ve ever experienced. I spent months trying to grow as a person so I could move past the drama, and the moment I set my foot in the door trying to show my growth, I was thrown out under a heap of false accusations and a broken promise. Shit hurts
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If multiple women bullied me relentlessly about my good qualities, I don't think I could handle it.
December 1, 2025 at 11:29 PM
If multiple women bullied me relentlessly about my good qualities, I don't think I could handle it.
Even if I delete my accounts and start over, my art style and writing style are distinct enough where I’ll be recognized… I can’t start over. The hatred will just follow me.
December 1, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Even if I delete my accounts and start over, my art style and writing style are distinct enough where I’ll be recognized… I can’t start over. The hatred will just follow me.
Genuinely considering just dropping off the face of the internet and starting over entirely. I keep getting harassed insulted or otherwise attacked and it’s actually killing me.
I didn’t do anything. I just want to be happy.
I didn’t do anything. I just want to be happy.
November 29, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Genuinely considering just dropping off the face of the internet and starting over entirely. I keep getting harassed insulted or otherwise attacked and it’s actually killing me.
I didn’t do anything. I just want to be happy.
I didn’t do anything. I just want to be happy.
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sad neet boymoder comic
part 1/?
part 1/?
November 28, 2025 at 9:31 PM
sad neet boymoder comic
part 1/?
part 1/?
Been holding off on posting this out of self hatred Becuase the art is too confident looking but whatever, might as well
Drew myself in Hellaverse style
Drew myself in Hellaverse style
November 28, 2025 at 5:55 PM
Been holding off on posting this out of self hatred Becuase the art is too confident looking but whatever, might as well
Drew myself in Hellaverse style
Drew myself in Hellaverse style
Bipolar be like
Outside: ☀️🍭
Inside: 🕳️🛝
Outside: ☀️🍭
Inside: 🕳️🛝
November 28, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Bipolar be like
Outside: ☀️🍭
Inside: 🕳️🛝
Outside: ☀️🍭
Inside: 🕳️🛝
You showed us the template and we did it
November 26, 2025 at 10:47 PM
You showed us the template and we did it
I’ve cried so much this past week. I’ve been trying to hold it in today but the simple fact of the matter is, my confidence is completely dead. I can’t stand seeing my own face anymore. I’ve been made out to be a monster and all my efforts to grow since making my mistakes this year have been ignored
November 25, 2025 at 10:01 PM
I’ve cried so much this past week. I’ve been trying to hold it in today but the simple fact of the matter is, my confidence is completely dead. I can’t stand seeing my own face anymore. I’ve been made out to be a monster and all my efforts to grow since making my mistakes this year have been ignored
Finding out that I’ve been attacked on the personal level in recent months, with my very appearance being insulted just for the sake of being rude to me…
I’m not gonna lie I’m getting close to crashing out. I can only handle so much abuse
I’m not gonna lie I’m getting close to crashing out. I can only handle so much abuse
November 25, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Finding out that I’ve been attacked on the personal level in recent months, with my very appearance being insulted just for the sake of being rude to me…
I’m not gonna lie I’m getting close to crashing out. I can only handle so much abuse
I’m not gonna lie I’m getting close to crashing out. I can only handle so much abuse
Knowing how hated I am is really destroying me ngl
November 24, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Knowing how hated I am is really destroying me ngl
It’s the accusations that hurt the most. I can understand a personal conflict and hate on a personal level, it’s unfounded in my opinion but perspective is the name of the game
But having my name destroyed when all I wanted to do was be part of a community, make art, and make friends…
But having my name destroyed when all I wanted to do was be part of a community, make art, and make friends…
November 23, 2025 at 8:06 PM
It’s the accusations that hurt the most. I can understand a personal conflict and hate on a personal level, it’s unfounded in my opinion but perspective is the name of the game
But having my name destroyed when all I wanted to do was be part of a community, make art, and make friends…
But having my name destroyed when all I wanted to do was be part of a community, make art, and make friends…
Exiled again, naturally.
I didn’t do anything. I was never going to do anything. I’m not the person that she says I am. That was her taking a personal issue wildly out of context and making me into a monster.
But it’s not worth the fight. She wants to think I’m a monster and never won’t so fine.
I didn’t do anything. I was never going to do anything. I’m not the person that she says I am. That was her taking a personal issue wildly out of context and making me into a monster.
But it’s not worth the fight. She wants to think I’m a monster and never won’t so fine.
November 23, 2025 at 9:52 AM
Exiled again, naturally.
I didn’t do anything. I was never going to do anything. I’m not the person that she says I am. That was her taking a personal issue wildly out of context and making me into a monster.
But it’s not worth the fight. She wants to think I’m a monster and never won’t so fine.
I didn’t do anything. I was never going to do anything. I’m not the person that she says I am. That was her taking a personal issue wildly out of context and making me into a monster.
But it’s not worth the fight. She wants to think I’m a monster and never won’t so fine.
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Slowly through practice and some help from friends we have both been trying to learn art and get better at it and I think have been learning well
November 20, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Slowly through practice and some help from friends we have both been trying to learn art and get better at it and I think have been learning well
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I always wanted to make funny stickers but I'll never have enough spoons to take care of that so whatever
November 21, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I always wanted to make funny stickers but I'll never have enough spoons to take care of that so whatever
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These three rats are on a mission to look at kink art, please help them 🥺🐀🐀🐀
Tagging your stuff helps people find you, helps your followers share your stuff, and helps people curate their feeds <3
Tagging your stuff helps people find you, helps your followers share your stuff, and helps people curate their feeds <3
November 22, 2025 at 12:31 AM
These three rats are on a mission to look at kink art, please help them 🥺🐀🐀🐀
Tagging your stuff helps people find you, helps your followers share your stuff, and helps people curate their feeds <3
Tagging your stuff helps people find you, helps your followers share your stuff, and helps people curate their feeds <3
Lonely lately. Really miss being part of a living community
November 21, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Lonely lately. Really miss being part of a living community