feeling heavily unmedicated

average. mid 20s experience i fucking guess

i keep sleeping and feeling tired and low get out of my head GET OUT KF MY HEAD LET ME LIVE WITHOUT MY CHEST FEELING LIKE ITS PRE-DREADING NOTHING

RIGHT

"eliza can do abc" "eliza can handle it" "eliza's the strongest in xyz so just let her do it" eliza is on a metal thread that gives lily's bloody hands deep wounds that they just want to let go they just wanna let go let me let go let me go

SATORU KINNING AT 6AM ????????????????? lily get up baby

it aches but it’s you so i let it ache

and i wont say it; it will lay with me with the bracelets i continue to care for in my hand, promises looked after with each time i’ve replaced the string to keep it together because this was the closest i had ever felt to holding the sun in your absence at the time

youve come by so often that i think your steps are marked just as much as your seat is whenever you go

strange how through the years you manage to sneak your way into my dreams unprovoked and unwarranted