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DeranQueen
@dexmonicus.bsky.social
Just a computer savvy person who plays Dead By Daylight
While I'm on here, I'm going to say I'm completely convinced that there is no MMR in the extra/event queue. Felt the same for when the reworked maps had the extra queue recently. Also I've proven to myself that other systems may be turned off in this extra/event queue as well. DM me for details.
December 13, 2025 at 9:59 AM
In DBD tonight, I found the most whiny ass entitled survivor twitch streamer I've seen on a long while. Watched their VOD of my match. Said I was traumatized because I used Lightborn. Said Survivors never get buffs and Killers always gets buffs. Said I was tunneling when all Survivors had one hook.
December 13, 2025 at 9:52 AM
It's only one day into Thanksgiving Vacation, and I already want to kill myself... Ughhhhhhhhhhh...
November 23, 2025 at 2:35 AM
I'm honestly happy for the anti-tunnel and anti-slug changes in DBD. Hopefully BHVR doesn't chicken out this time. I always try to 8 hook and kill after to the best of my ability. Finally it's time for killers to conform to this style and stop being total assholes trying to tunnel every game.
November 4, 2025 at 8:26 AM
BHVR is in so much damage control over the buggy Walking Dead release and the hacked Walking Dead stream where they couldn't even play a match. Maybe they'll finally do what's needed, but my bar is low on that one.
August 15, 2025 at 12:04 AM
Life is looking up again. Got contacted by an old college friend I hadn't heard from in years; maybe we'll hang out sometime. Another friend came back after dealing with hell for some weeks; we played a co-op game tonight; had fun. I don't feel so spent and alone now. Looking forward to tomorrow.
August 6, 2025 at 9:17 AM
Im just having another existential crisis again. The usual.
July 29, 2025 at 7:51 AM
Holidays always feel depressing and empty to me.
July 5, 2025 at 6:59 PM
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Fuck ICE.

That is all.
June 10, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Hope springs anew...
June 4, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I'm contemplating killing myself at this point in time...
May 17, 2025 at 8:42 AM
BHVR is so shit at handling their own events in DBD. They basically made the event offering Bloodshot Eye by changing some event score events to normal categories. It's like they are trying to push players away from the event and trying to sabotage our efforts to attain the community goal of 500% BP
April 18, 2025 at 4:51 AM
I've been doing a bit better lately. DBD Blood Moon event has been terrible, but funny at the same time. I've also found a few people who I think I can rely on for now, so that's good too. I just hope it doesn't devolve into the shitstorms that I've gotten used to.
April 11, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Playing DBD alone sucks, but I've invested too much into it to stop now. At least Horizon can be my comfort game when I need it.
March 30, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Things have just been an emotional roller coaster lately.
March 20, 2025 at 10:25 PM
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ME ASF
March 8, 2025 at 11:32 PM
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Happy International Women’s Day 😌
March 8, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I don't really see the point in trying anymore.
March 7, 2025 at 10:07 AM
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Everytime Trump goes on about trans people just remember that's how it began in 1933.
March 5, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Starting to get out of my self wallowing bit by bit. Trying to give myself some projects to work on, but mentally it's been tough.
February 19, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Sometimes I wonder what's the fucking point in sharing things I barely want to even share on social media. Everyone has their own things to focus on. No one gives a shit, not that I blame anyone. Why should I continue this farce of putting myself out there? I should just delete myself from here...
February 3, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Not sure if it's still the seasonal depression talking, but I really feel like I should just wipe myself out of existence from the internet. I feel I've run my course and there's nothing here for me anymore. All I have is Dead By Daylight (soloQ only) and acquaintances that wouldn't miss me.
January 20, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Just got back from CES and had a great time (despite my feet being in so much pain, but I feel fine now). I just hope we can keep moving forward in tech without any more economic casualties.
January 13, 2025 at 1:50 AM
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It's simple.

If someone is in favor of misinformation, this someone profits from it, financially or in other ways.

Lies generate not only profit but dangerous stuff as well like hate crimes, dictatorships, etc.

That's what the techbros from X and Meta are allowing.

And they need to be stopped.
January 8, 2025 at 3:26 PM
I've been forced to just get double pips like a sweat lord as Killer in Dead By Daylight because I won't have the beginning of January to finish it before Grade Reset. I'll be going to CES and I won't be able to play during that time. I'm on track to do it though, as I'm Gold 2 at the moment...
December 26, 2024 at 10:42 AM