an embarassing lack of changes huh? #hjyj

this pre cleanup edit btws

imagine getting immediately distracted by your own sexual fantasies mid flirting LOL

okie, lol ill stop here ldskjfklsjflskdjf i havent written anything online like this in such a long time and still ended up defaulting to my endless rambling habit

will post mini rough draft sneak peak tonight before sleeping

haha also, another note, i've mentioned having multiple large wips and while that is v much true, i cannot guarantee a timeline for any release lol. my personal og series has been taking up so much of my free time (a very happy issue to have) that fic writing has been progressing at a Snail's Pace 😅

like, ive come so far that im even free writing nsfw for my mcs in my og series <3 jan 2025 me had set this development as a goal with very little hope for it to actually happen within 2025. :DDDDD big yippee!!!

this is a development that's been a long time coming! am actually very proud to have reached this point where it's becoming easier and easier to overcome my internalized cringe/shame and explore more sensual physical intimacy with my writing.

most of my nsfw writings are occasional scenes within a larger wip. ill do my best to add content warnings and markers to accommodate anyone who'd rather skip over such scenes. that being said, i do have a few ideas for larger, more nsfw focused wips like the one coming out soon.

idk clothes still lmfao aka i won't be finishing this wip for some time bc clothes is a few art levels too high for me rn 🫡 gonna keep doing nude model studies and am excited to try some with myphai soon :D (have been doing studies with my ogverse mcs nonstop haha)

notes from the twt post: IM SCREAMING AHHHH FINALLY A PHAINON DOODLE THAT I LIKE AHHHHH IM STARTING TO *UNDERSTAND* HOW TO DRAW HIM AHHHHH MYDEI NEXT I SHALL STUDY MYDEI NEXTTTTT

i keep forgetting to post my wips here too woops

link to fic = archiveofourown.org/works/70314076

link to zine = x.com/ChiluccZine/...