the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end is never the end id never the end is never the end----

Can't fucking have fun with no one on Discord...people spam the soundboard, and ruined it for those who wanna actually have fun with them with said soundboard only to either be muted or falsely called out on it...sorry, and to know how pissed I am is when I block ya immediately. fun ceased to exist

well...Day of my midlife crisis...still seeing no end anytime soon..

I wish love was real...if it were...I wouldn't be having several crises every week...nor go through all 5 stages of grief on the daily...

if only I were accepted as more than "friends","Best friends" don't even count. everyday I wake up and ask myself "Will I be loved?" Then I punch myself in the face for even asking that knowing damn well it ain't gonna happen I wanted happiness, but now I see- its just a placebo, i'll never BE happy

Midlife crisis, the kind of sadness that truly hurts me the most of all "creatures", why is it always...me? Lonely on New Years, Lonely on Easter, my birthday, halloween, thanksgiving, Christmas, EVEN on literally VALENTINE'S! I don't wanna be single anymore, let alone feel useless. Life is misery