Everytime i talk to my parents i cant even look at them in the eyes or talk normally cause im so afraid of being judged. Im so afraid being told how much of a disappointment and loser i am. I already know the truth but being reminded of it would literally make me kms

I literally feel like i scare women when i even look at them lmaoo.

That ill magically be somebody actually likeable. Like the girls i like are after some complete losers but man im even worse like wtf am i thinking. I literally deserve nothing. I literally hope i die soon cause watching things unfold the way theyre going is already killing me.