- I attempted suicide by OD, and that way of thinking never truly left/subsided, until mid of 2024. I’m close to 1 year clean of self harm and I didn’t really step inside a gym during that time frame. Art has been a really great coping mechanism and tbh I don’t think that’ll ever go away.
January 2, 2025 at 8:46 AM
- I attempted suicide by OD, and that way of thinking never truly left/subsided, until mid of 2024. I’m close to 1 year clean of self harm and I didn’t really step inside a gym during that time frame. Art has been a really great coping mechanism and tbh I don’t think that’ll ever go away.
Body dysmorphia got so bad I got angry at myself because I couldn’t live up to unrealistic standards(that anger at myself triggered my self harm more).
I’d mask my negative mindset from my being a gym goer and being huge(muscle wise). Around a year or two before I chose that way of life-
January 2, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Body dysmorphia got so bad I got angry at myself because I couldn’t live up to unrealistic standards(that anger at myself triggered my self harm more).
I’d mask my negative mindset from my being a gym goer and being huge(muscle wise). Around a year or two before I chose that way of life-