Maybe if I say “This what’s going to happen to me over the months to come. I am going to get an about them recieving the clearance letter for my surgery and I’m getting the surgery. Then on the 2025 13 of February, I have my surgery and start two week liquid diet.

I want to be successful, give back to the community, financially free. I hope and pray that for myself. Idk I’m high.

I hold myself accountable for my actions or at least I try. But damn I just want a break. Where I’m not struggling or crying or angry. I want to be happy. I have happiness in be but it gets over shadowed by the gloominess

I want to give up but I also want to fight. It’s so crazy how everything (even if it’s not when I want it) is going great or at least semi good, then BOOM something f’s it up

I feel like my life is a never ending roller coaster that I can’t get off of.

Ngl I forgot I had an account here 😂😂

First time here hi 🤓🤓