i caught up. im uhmmmm not too sure.... but im excited for the movie •ᴗ•

so far my understanding is that we're having this whole 30 chapter long situationship because suzuki simply doesn't want to bottom. is that it? hello

his first time being with norman...... this is a MESS!

who knows if i'll even still be into enstars by then. time is scary

god if you're reading this...."rest" as in stop playing

love thinking about nsfw when im not aroused like why am i pondering this at 1pm while rubbing my chin. i need to make lunch

i dont know nearly enough about bdsm or the layers of kink. rei is not one for torture in any kind of AUs, and doesn't gain sadistic pleasure from punishing a criminal, but he does feel secretly aroused when punishing a lover. something about the sweet aphrodisiac whatever. he's like a sugar trap

i like reis that are into corporal punishment but don't seem to experience sexual desire when giving it / restrain themselves and don't let their personal feelings seep through. the illusion of sex. i like that sense of detachment when i think about bdsm as an activity built around a contract

just a dms layout change and its pissing me off

king/scorpio is more doable and more rkao-like. they are rkao. i think it's also a matter of name/identity because sakurayama is not known as "rei" while moonlit king is still "sakuma rei". they are familiar to me so long as they keep their names (most important part about them)

hatori reminds me too much of aventurine so i can't really perceive him as kaoru....and sakurayama is his own character and not Rei the way i like him. if rei were like sakurayama i wouldn't have been into him. all in all sakuhato are foreign to me

but i like the art Obviously

yeaj i cant see rei as naturally submissivw in bed....i just cant see him keeping his hands to himself and doing as he's told like a good boy....you need to take control of the situation and force him into it otherwise youll just keep playing into the palm of his hand. thats more exciting 😄

we were probably only oomfs in law bc Back Then i wasnt as rei-centered as i am now so i doubt we followed e/o. plus im a coward who never follows first 😋

THIS SPRING...?! if im lucky, i'll graduate next autumn, but i dont even have a thesis topic in mind so lmao. but yeah i'll tell you how unemployment feels 🎶

no because that was the only tweet i saw about it 😭 jp fans are so secretive when it comes to paid content. LIKE IF YHAT WERE ME, THE WHOLE WORLD WOULDVE KNOWN IT !
but maybe he only meant it symbolically...since its undead's 10th year together....heh....Who knows

the most recent homescreen interactions following the Megasphere arc!

i stopped hoping for your freedom bc i know that youll never be free from school duties....so keep working hard ♪
it was a gloomy day filled with hate and darkness

when day2 ended i saw someone talking about the contents of the pamphlet and they said something along the lines of "msd tearing up makes sense given how he meant for this to be the last time" and i dont know how much of that is true but if its the truth....i reject it. peaceandlove