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jean/ende ─ clown town @ balmung ─ he/him ─ 🔞 ─ local autistic old man

SONIC / FFXIV / OC hellzone
PLEASE IGNORE ME I CANNOT SEE AND DEFINITELY DIDNT POST THE WRONG REPLY ON THE WRONG POST, IT MOVED I SWEAR
November 30, 2025 at 7:05 AM
se knows that people will ddos the game for re-running it hence the weird times
November 30, 2025 at 6:26 AM
i am extremely aware of my capacity to talk A LOT and thats why i try not to talk around people because i straight up will Not shut the fuck up
November 30, 2025 at 5:36 AM
but i want to show that im trying to listen actively and talk about stuff !!!!!!!!
November 30, 2025 at 5:31 AM
i should clarify that i CAN do that, i'm just holding off so i can focus on husband when he wants to talk abt something cos i hate seeming like im inattentive on purpose. im not, i have really bad adhd and havent been masking it lately so it seems extra bad when this is actually ...... normal for me
November 30, 2025 at 5:31 AM
explains a lot about me
November 30, 2025 at 5:24 AM
apparently tumblr freaks really enjoy slurs
November 30, 2025 at 5:23 AM
...until i tweak the voice changer enough to not be loud all the time. I knew it was rough but i wasnt sure what the exact problem was until someone kindly informed me it was a volume issue. Dont really care if it sounds unnatural (southern doesn't translate well) tbh
November 28, 2025 at 5:26 PM
If i was less self conscious about how i sound (blatantly afab) I'd talk with more people but i think i just like finding a group that doesnt hurt my ears and listening to them while i do other stuff is fine enough for me.
November 28, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Its just really pleasant to see people more autistic than me have fun and like. Be a community.
November 28, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Like dont get me wrong theres groups in fandoms that make me want to never interact w the media, but the sonic fandom these days is so vast there's almost guaranteed a specific niche in there for anyone n its kind of jarring given its been like. Well over a decade since i even interacted w this one
November 28, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Tho admittedly i DO miss the food and stuff. Family gatherings were fine when i was left alone
November 27, 2025 at 8:56 PM
But also i was made the center of attention [/big neg] so i just Do Not like big hangouts w friends and especially do noy like family gatherings
November 27, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I was the one who was forced to do all of the dishes which, like, meant i was on my feet for 10+ hrs because my mom didnt grasp the concept of reusing pots and pans.
November 27, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Yeah uh

I forgot i had the horny mods

He is definitely being that with knuckles.
November 24, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Nooooo no no. Just tight jeans.
November 24, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Insane* but like. Bruh i came outta the womb playin sonic fym who is 30+ bein into sonic
November 24, 2025 at 7:09 PM