I went on a second date last night with a really cool guy. We seem to be on the same page but I'm still keeping my guard up a little. Men always change at the two month mark so I am being cautious. He has been in therapy and even takes accountability so hopefully that's a good sign.

To love a psychopath-
Is to feel your heart bleed for something that isn't there.
It isn't fair.
You had me played but I still stayed,
I was loyal. Tried to be what you wanted,
Instead you are with her,
While I wonder what I did wrong.©️D

Tangled up in you,
I feel your uncommitted soul.
I was so dumb,
I thought you were the one for me but you never were mine.
Why are you so fine?
Your eyes are otherwordly,
But you never wanted me.

I should block and forget
But I still let you in,
I wanted love but you are my favorite fucking sin. ©️D

Today January 25th 2025 is supposed to be a big timeline shift. All planets will be in alignment! I can definitely feel the paradigm shift. This is a big step in human evolution. 🌌

If bluesky added event pages and groups it would be so much funner to use. I find this kinda boring.

I also created my own drink called the Black Moon Lilith:

Barqs Root Beer
Kracken Black Rum
Grenadine
Marachino cherry

Delicious as hell. 😏

I need to start taking myself out on dates again. I haven't done it since October. I like getting dolled up, feeling good about myself and having a nice meal and a few fancy drinks. #dateyourself

Had a breakthrough moment. I am only dating for companionship. I do not wish to be a wife or "partner". I am a free-spirit who prefers to be uncontained. I've never been conventional and never plan to be. I feel relieved.

Working on a handout for my Reiki Master class about the intersection of Reiki & Buddhism. Good stuff. 🙂

I can't wait to see family tomorrow. I even bought some pink champagne. My fav!!!