IYNX
@diviningiynx.bsky.social
Sacred sensuality // Healing from trauma and cult abuse // Channeled music, art, and more
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IYNX
@diviningiynx.bsky.social
· Nov 11
This account came into being because we felt the need to speak our truth into the public void. I was raised in an abusive cult and was subjected to ritual abuse, sex trafficking, and torture from the time I was a toddler.
I had a mini panic attack yesterday, thinking about people possibly no longer talking about the Epstein files, and the surface closing back over the small small opening the Epstein files have made, and being trapped under the surface again while others walk by without a care or notice.
January 15, 2026 at 9:02 PM
I had a mini panic attack yesterday, thinking about people possibly no longer talking about the Epstein files, and the surface closing back over the small small opening the Epstein files have made, and being trapped under the surface again while others walk by without a care or notice.
This is a song I wrote two years ago when I was feeling more than I could express in words.
on.soundcloud.com/Mo4eA8ScaN7v...
on.soundcloud.com/Mo4eA8ScaN7v...
allele (demo)
From the end of May
soundcloud.com
January 6, 2026 at 1:58 AM
This is a song I wrote two years ago when I was feeling more than I could express in words.
on.soundcloud.com/Mo4eA8ScaN7v...
on.soundcloud.com/Mo4eA8ScaN7v...
Trafficking is organized crime with attendant violence, murder, kidnapping, often drugs, laundering, and other crimes. The government, even before this admin, has been complicit as traffickers. Individual government figures have also been complicit as clients and who knows what else.
January 5, 2026 at 6:22 PM
Trafficking is organized crime with attendant violence, murder, kidnapping, often drugs, laundering, and other crimes. The government, even before this admin, has been complicit as traffickers. Individual government figures have also been complicit as clients and who knows what else.
memory, my friend, my
torn apart unraveled overexposed film
reels back in horror
the scene of horror unfolds!
and there is no looking away
unfolding and folding
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
i cometh
i regain my senses
i am here
torn apart unraveled overexposed film
reels back in horror
the scene of horror unfolds!
and there is no looking away
unfolding and folding
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
i cometh
i regain my senses
i am here
January 4, 2026 at 8:50 PM
memory, my friend, my
torn apart unraveled overexposed film
reels back in horror
the scene of horror unfolds!
and there is no looking away
unfolding and folding
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
i cometh
i regain my senses
i am here
torn apart unraveled overexposed film
reels back in horror
the scene of horror unfolds!
and there is no looking away
unfolding and folding
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
don't you remember me
i cometh
i regain my senses
i am here
Don't let the new year distract you. That’s is how we got here. Don't pull the veil over your own eyes trying to shut the curtain on a "bad year."
January 1, 2026 at 2:41 AM
Don't let the new year distract you. That’s is how we got here. Don't pull the veil over your own eyes trying to shut the curtain on a "bad year."
December 30, 2025 at 7:19 PM
December 26, 2025 at 9:14 AM
Remember the so-called "Satanic Panic"? Look around you. Do you think the government always tells the truth? Do you think coverups are fantasy? Do you think violence is a fairy tale? Do you think people, civil people like colonial powers, wouldn't hurt babies? What about the babies they bombed and
December 25, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Remember the so-called "Satanic Panic"? Look around you. Do you think the government always tells the truth? Do you think coverups are fantasy? Do you think violence is a fairy tale? Do you think people, civil people like colonial powers, wouldn't hurt babies? What about the babies they bombed and
Don't look away from the violence. It is real. It happens to people on a daily basis. I've seen people outright dismiss records of victims' claims because they thought they were too extreme. That allows perpetrators to continue freely.
December 25, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Don't look away from the violence. It is real. It happens to people on a daily basis. I've seen people outright dismiss records of victims' claims because they thought they were too extreme. That allows perpetrators to continue freely.
Drawing is a language through which my parts and alters often communicate. We can speak in the symbolic language of dreams until it comes up to the surface in words. Posting these helps to draw out the memory to be processed. Like a motif that reminds you of something, or a familiar smell.
December 25, 2025 at 3:18 AM
Drawing is a language through which my parts and alters often communicate. We can speak in the symbolic language of dreams until it comes up to the surface in words. Posting these helps to draw out the memory to be processed. Like a motif that reminds you of something, or a familiar smell.
Happy solstice and Yule.
December 22, 2025 at 2:53 AM
Happy solstice and Yule.
Now I want to laugh. The staff and therapists used to say over and over "your parents did everything right, your parents were perfect, your parents did the best they could" anytime I broached even their surface-level abuse and neglect, and they would hush me into silence. It was fucking weird.
Speaking of that, they eventually sent me to abusive programs in the TTI to re-break me and my mind. Which it did. And it took even longer to put myself back together.
December 14, 2025 at 9:57 PM
Now I want to laugh. The staff and therapists used to say over and over "your parents did everything right, your parents were perfect, your parents did the best they could" anytime I broached even their surface-level abuse and neglect, and they would hush me into silence. It was fucking weird.
Sometimes I think if the internet had been more helpful when I was a kid I could have learned how to file for emancipation or gotten in touch with someone who could help. My phone calls to anyone I could think of, including radio shows and phone sex operators, led to nothing.
December 14, 2025 at 9:54 PM
Sometimes I think if the internet had been more helpful when I was a kid I could have learned how to file for emancipation or gotten in touch with someone who could help. My phone calls to anyone I could think of, including radio shows and phone sex operators, led to nothing.
On the theme of retaliation, I was targeted by others my abuser parents crossed, too. Like keying a car lol but a lot worse. One time a group of men kidnapped me for three brutal days
December 14, 2025 at 9:51 PM
On the theme of retaliation, I was targeted by others my abuser parents crossed, too. Like keying a car lol but a lot worse. One time a group of men kidnapped me for three brutal days
December 14, 2025 at 9:50 PM
This chart shows the levels of control used on a ritually abused, trafficked, and tortured person, and how relational needs are used as a lever across all these hinges of control. Applies widely.
December 11, 2025 at 1:29 AM
This chart shows the levels of control used on a ritually abused, trafficked, and tortured person, and how relational needs are used as a lever across all these hinges of control. Applies widely.
December 10, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Have you been around a six-year-old lately? Do you recall how small a child that age is compared to an adult? [TW: torture, CSA]
December 8, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Have you been around a six-year-old lately? Do you recall how small a child that age is compared to an adult? [TW: torture, CSA]
"Rather, the reality is torturers—non-state actors—live and walk among us. […]
December 8, 2025 at 11:31 PM
"Rather, the reality is torturers—non-state actors—live and walk among us. […]
Reading this article on torture makes me feel less like a freak. It also highlights the similarities in approaches across state and non-state torturers. Some of that is due to intergroup connections and sharing of information, as well as wider dissemination of mind control techniques.
(PDF) ACTS OF TORTURE (Ritual abuse-torture)
PDF | Jeanne Sarson and others published ACTS OF TORTURE (Ritual abuse-torture) | Find, read and cite all the research you need on ResearchGate
www.researchgate.net
December 8, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Reading this article on torture makes me feel less like a freak. It also highlights the similarities in approaches across state and non-state torturers. Some of that is due to intergroup connections and sharing of information, as well as wider dissemination of mind control techniques.