athena’s alt
@divinitymanifest.bsky.social
personal/random thoughts, congrats if you found this!
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my family would personally be better off if i wasnt here and im fully aware of that. then instead of ignoring a cousin they think is gay they can hate gay people with no repercussions.
i cherish my friends and i am not suicidal in the slightest,
i cherish my friends and i am not suicidal in the slightest,
December 24, 2025 at 11:55 PM
my family would personally be better off if i wasnt here and im fully aware of that. then instead of ignoring a cousin they think is gay they can hate gay people with no repercussions.
i cherish my friends and i am not suicidal in the slightest,
i cherish my friends and i am not suicidal in the slightest,
i am a sad human being
December 15, 2025 at 8:29 AM
i am a sad human being
i wish i was just able to offer something meaningful
October 21, 2025 at 1:40 AM
i wish i was just able to offer something meaningful
i do not like feeling useless
September 25, 2025 at 7:28 PM
i do not like feeling useless
ive come to accept that my current space and how i go about my own emotions is not the best, but i also accept that it never will be. I am doing my best to be my best self, and my best self will always simply be ‘better than how i was’; constant improvement and acknowledgment your faults is the way
September 18, 2025 at 2:14 AM
ive come to accept that my current space and how i go about my own emotions is not the best, but i also accept that it never will be. I am doing my best to be my best self, and my best self will always simply be ‘better than how i was’; constant improvement and acknowledgment your faults is the way
screams at myself a lil
September 6, 2025 at 5:04 AM
screams at myself a lil
its frustrating being so average or below at everything i do
September 3, 2025 at 10:52 PM
its frustrating being so average or below at everything i do
they dont know how to talk to me, they dont know how to talk ABOUT me, they genuinely understand nothing about me and i dont think any of them really respect me aside from maybe my sister
August 29, 2025 at 12:35 AM
they dont know how to talk to me, they dont know how to talk ABOUT me, they genuinely understand nothing about me and i dont think any of them really respect me aside from maybe my sister
kinda just accepted i’ll never have a close relationship with my family despite them wanting that. i try, i really do, but j dont see a future where they are in my life and impacting my emotional state positively
August 29, 2025 at 12:34 AM
kinda just accepted i’ll never have a close relationship with my family despite them wanting that. i try, i really do, but j dont see a future where they are in my life and impacting my emotional state positively
i cant sleep when i need to and i sleep when i dont want to
August 10, 2025 at 8:33 AM
i cant sleep when i need to and i sleep when i dont want to
my talent not gaf-ing, i sometimes gaf a little but when comparing how much i gaf to how immature people are or how they gaf i feel a little better about gaffing a little
July 23, 2025 at 6:23 AM
my talent not gaf-ing, i sometimes gaf a little but when comparing how much i gaf to how immature people are or how they gaf i feel a little better about gaffing a little
i have a weird distaste when anything i do is a ‘transgirl thing’
possibly mainly because the only time its a ‘woman thing’ is basic mysogyny jokes
possibly mainly because the only time its a ‘woman thing’ is basic mysogyny jokes
June 10, 2025 at 3:23 PM
i have a weird distaste when anything i do is a ‘transgirl thing’
possibly mainly because the only time its a ‘woman thing’ is basic mysogyny jokes
possibly mainly because the only time its a ‘woman thing’ is basic mysogyny jokes
my emotional response make me soooo upset w myself
June 2, 2025 at 1:45 AM
my emotional response make me soooo upset w myself
when navigating my emotions i find when i actually talk about them instead of just keeping silent i cry much more often, it makes me feel very small and makes the problem feel even less important
it is not a nice feeling but i cant tell if im just more sensitive than i thought or what
it is not a nice feeling but i cant tell if im just more sensitive than i thought or what
May 26, 2025 at 7:40 PM
when navigating my emotions i find when i actually talk about them instead of just keeping silent i cry much more often, it makes me feel very small and makes the problem feel even less important
it is not a nice feeling but i cant tell if im just more sensitive than i thought or what
it is not a nice feeling but i cant tell if im just more sensitive than i thought or what
i needa chill tbh
May 6, 2025 at 12:42 AM
i needa chill tbh
its 10x more annoying when my main issues are caused by my own head
May 5, 2025 at 4:48 PM
its 10x more annoying when my main issues are caused by my own head
i feel so off tn!!!!!
May 3, 2025 at 7:12 AM
i feel so off tn!!!!!
receiving money from nothing but just asking feels so bad i KNOW i need it but i still feel utterly sick to my stomach accepting it
May 1, 2025 at 1:58 PM
receiving money from nothing but just asking feels so bad i KNOW i need it but i still feel utterly sick to my stomach accepting it
idk how to feel like everything i create is important or worth sharing when its always derivative of my hyper fixations; i cant be original
April 30, 2025 at 9:53 PM
idk how to feel like everything i create is important or worth sharing when its always derivative of my hyper fixations; i cant be original
as a creative i feel drained and useless
as a woman i feel insufficient and ugly
as a person i feel uninportant and a failure
i just dont know where i fit in in the world or whrere my life will ever go
as a woman i feel insufficient and ugly
as a person i feel uninportant and a failure
i just dont know where i fit in in the world or whrere my life will ever go
April 30, 2025 at 5:30 PM
as a creative i feel drained and useless
as a woman i feel insufficient and ugly
as a person i feel uninportant and a failure
i just dont know where i fit in in the world or whrere my life will ever go
as a woman i feel insufficient and ugly
as a person i feel uninportant and a failure
i just dont know where i fit in in the world or whrere my life will ever go
i genuinely got an empathy problem, its quite concerning
April 29, 2025 at 7:02 PM
i genuinely got an empathy problem, its quite concerning
i hate decision making, i can almost never tell what an appropriate response to something is i need to be more sure of myself
April 29, 2025 at 6:47 PM
i hate decision making, i can almost never tell what an appropriate response to something is i need to be more sure of myself
how i feel as someone who genuinely cannot be good at any video game for the fucking life of me but i keep trying them anyway and upsetting myself
April 24, 2025 at 7:04 PM
how i feel as someone who genuinely cannot be good at any video game for the fucking life of me but i keep trying them anyway and upsetting myself
i find some character designs/decisions so damning, idk how some people think certain things look good
but at the same time; this is a very closed mindset i feel is unfair. from an artistic standpoint everything has its value but its hard to get past personal bias
but at the same time; this is a very closed mindset i feel is unfair. from an artistic standpoint everything has its value but its hard to get past personal bias
April 24, 2025 at 5:21 PM
i find some character designs/decisions so damning, idk how some people think certain things look good
but at the same time; this is a very closed mindset i feel is unfair. from an artistic standpoint everything has its value but its hard to get past personal bias
but at the same time; this is a very closed mindset i feel is unfair. from an artistic standpoint everything has its value but its hard to get past personal bias