It was like a Kitsune esk dude if I remember correctly

Heck, that's alright!! I figured it's been a long time by now, I lost the dudes file and couldn't find him on ur profile, I think he was one ur first DA but I can't remember ;A;

Hey! Dude I am so sorry for bothering u but idk how to dm ya but, I bought an adopt from you many many years ago on DA and wanted to know if you possibly, by some miracle, still had the file to the lil dude? It was a back and Purple fox with a purple spirit/skull lookin mask??

This is getting long winded so I'll cut it off here.

But I'm just...very relieved to have her back in my possession and plan to take her to my grave.

And almost always end up regretting it in the end.

But her...

She was special because of the personal aspects that were put into her.

Bits n pieces that I haven't added or requested for any other Sona customs or one's done by myself.

But that's unfortunately always been an issue with me. I get a character I love then sell them without thinking it over. Most times for way less than what I paid...

Same with trades. I have a momentary disconnect from an oc and trade them away while I'm not in a completely stable state of mind—

This design was originally made with a lot of personal details attached. She was a custom.

I had a lotta regret from selling her...it's been three years so admittedly I do not remember why I sold her, but it was a very impulsive decision considering she's worth triple digits n I sold her 4 $5...

I still absolutely adore this. It's made me insanely happy tysm again!!

As a BPD haver I agree 100%

Anyways, fuck man idk.

Someone take my brain. Put it it in a blender idc.

Maybe that'll straighten it out ffs ...

Because trying adjustments at home just isn't working and I'm losing my damn mind I feel like my head is floating.

I'm sorry for the heavy vent. I'm so tired of fighting this illness because something will work for awhile before the symptoms worsen AGAIN.

Nothing seems to stop it.

I'm getting to a point where I'm going to have to label it as unmanageable.

I'm going to have a serious talk with my family and see if they'll allow me to be hospitalized until they can find some type of medication adjustment that works.

That's the only thing I can think of that'll help....

I genuinely do NOT remember if I actually slept last night because I don't fuckin remember SHIT about last night besides being delusional. I hate nights like these...

I have to call and see my psych because out of all my mental issues my schizophrenia is the most crippling shit... it's so fuckin...