rain was the only view into transness I really had at the time outside of fucking Susan’s place and transsexual road map. it was very very precious to me despite it’s faults
trans girl diaries is such an incredible time capsule and I feel similarly about trans girl next door (albeit for a later period in time). I also have a strong personal attachment to the webcomic rain because I read it a ton when I was like 12 and just discovered what being trans was
I hate knowing that most other trans women don’t view me as being “one of them” and perpetually see me as an outsider or even a threat that needs to be neutralized. I hate knowing that there’s nobody I’m safe around, not even “my own kind”
my neurosis and social/general anxiety is completely out of control and so is whatever other shit I’ve got going on that I don’t have a name for. I don’t think it’s ever gonna get better either. I think it’s just going to get worse and worse until it kills me
kissanime turns one year old today. I wrote a long blog post reflecting on it. if you have ever listened to anything I’ve ever made or if you care about me at all you should read it
