I don't want this to be the end of me. Just don't let this take me. Im begging you, let me reach out for help. Im so fucking traumatized, but let me reach out for help. I dont to ask for money. But I dont know what to do anymore.

Not like this. I hate how ive been conducting myself. How ive put energy and thought intk things and now im dead in the water. Its over for me, fine, but I want a chance to bounce back. I dont deserve it, but I want it anyway. If I have to starve I will. But just for fuck sake, let me try.

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Emerald pocket watch 1576 AD