And for treating me horribly and constantly leaving me and betraying me, just for her to get mad when I had to leave bc she had her friends attack me and they are constantly stocking me on social media and I can see it every time they view my profile

Wanting my gf to treat me like her gf again and to stop letting these people into our relationship bc they don’t under us and what we’ve gone threw at all and they aren’t willing to understand the two sides of the story
I get I’ve done wrong but all the times I’ve forgiven my gf for cheating on me

I can’t do anything right!
I honestly hope she soon realizes her friends aren’t good friends at all bc who just lets their friends talk so much shit on your partner and then all tell your partner to kill them self and that they are a burden to you and you’re holding you gf back when I’m just

It’s still so frustrating bc the trust is broken but I have to trust bc I have nothing else but her she’s the only one able to help me out this situation and I’m helping her with stuff she’s going threw that I can’t talk about and I’m getting treated constantly like I’m a bad person and like

Seem to still not have got that threw her head still bc not that we are back together and trying to figure things out for both of us to better our lives bc we both are homeless together
She still keeps snapping other people taking to those “friends” and idk if it’s normal talking or not but

And continue to flirt with my gf after we called off the open/polly relationship and continue to let my gf flirt and tell her she misses her constantly and on top of this my gf “friends” making bs ship names with very one with her when she taken and not in an open relationship at all but my gf

And then right after that I get a text from another one of my gf “friends” telling me I should kill my self. After I was just reaching out being kinda and wanted to be friends and told me I need to apologize to one of my gf friends that was getting too involved and close to me and my gf relationship

Our convo and sent it to their group chats with them bc seconds later the streamer in question says I need to be meaner bc what you mean you need to watch what you say in chat and they asking if every one in the chat of to stream saw the screen shot in the chat and saw what I said and said my name

More money, so I texted my gf saying “hey watch what you say in the chat of the live mic I’m watching and that hurt” and on top of that we are fighting over text bc all I needed was her to act like she cares about me and I’m not a burden to her an she wants me around. We sh definitely screen shot-

Of adult toys for some reason, and the streamer sews I bet “my gf name” would love to have my branded adult toys and my gf in the comments said bet fund my OF and mind you this is after my gf got mad at me for posting on my of after we both agreed it was okay for me to have a of to help us make

My gfs friends go live to stream the friends taking about me bashing me and every one in the commits are being up how I texted them and bashing my grammar when I check it before sending and then the cherry on top as the convo finally changes it starts to be a convo on sex toys for some reason

Decided to beat the horse while it’s down bc at that same time I’m like spewing out my feeling to then and my partner needing help and people to just care and for my gf to treat me like her gf and insta I get treated like I’m a distant friend that needs help, then as I’m watching one of-

Just wanted to be loved a acknowledged