i also feel like im getting worse at art. and colors. but maybe its just because i got my art corrected so its not that bad but i am going to be so pissed off if i enter artblock again

i used to be way nicer to people and actually stay calm when talking to them wtf happened

this is probably one of those weeks where i cant really talk to anyone and i just. make distance.while wanting to talk while people are having so much fun. maybe its bc ive been sleeping way too late because of only having free time at night and not drinking any coffee at all but.ughhh

fuuck i know that no ones seeing this but. looking back and seeing how awkward interactions w other people have been or how i look like im not taking serious things seriously.i want to kill myself

still feeling pretty sad

venting on chirstmas season feels like im this guy

like i understand things change but it???? just changed too quickly. like one day im talking just fine to people next day i feel like shit and i feel lonely even though i have loving friends and family

i feel like a lot of stuff changed over september and october LET ME GO BAAACK !!!!!!

plus im NOT having a good time irl either. once again getting yelled at for trying to help and got a shoe thrown at my door and my grades are not any better and im actually feeling like im the world's biggest spoiled brat because of a gift my mom bought me and. man

i feel like im being ghosted by some oomfs and im too scared to talk to people close to me and im in artblock ohh my goooood

i made the hand without any kind of references so like. huh ??

i know im extremely late but thank u /gen

talk to friends and be actually serious and dont make things awkward WRONG dont talk to anyone for 2 weeks straight

dude 2 days ago i was literally yappibg joyfully to oomfs whats going on!!!!!! why do i feel like this once again!!!!!!!

really want to talk to someone but i feel like in going to be rlly rude and i dont. really feel like being like that