Verdad? xd

Yo tampoco he dormido bien, mi existencia se funde con la cama xd

Anyway, for now I'm feeling better and I hope no one that I meed ends being the way I've described above.

If people ends pushing me this way, they'll create me a genuine and justified reyectment against them that I really do not wanna have, that reyectment might also turn into hate too, but I'm getting too far ahead

You will reinforce the idea of me doing the correct choice of being far from someone like you, proving to be as toxic as I've mentioned above: embracing drama, because this is not a question and your opinion doesn't matter, I'm, not, a, furry.

Like, I didn't had serious cases of this, but I will add it here because I always share this thread to not repeat myself constantly:

I'm not a furry anymore, if you try to push me back to what I've made clear I don't want to be, you will gain nothing

Getting back to this, I can totally say: I feel happier with myself now, more chill and confortable

What I do not feel so comfortable is... certain people: I'm genuinely afraid that they pust me back to the hole I do not wanna be into

So yeah... I had to pull this out sooner or later, I wish I could make the big announcment I wish to make but... I can't 😭

So yeah, all of these might make me lead into depression sooner or later, they already look like valid suicide reasons, since the world is doing nothing but getting worse wtihout giving us space or time to breath or live peacefully. I'm sure some people already suicide because of any of these.

I wish I could work as a small influencer online and forget about this, but my family needs me and I can see I'm not the best calling people's attention (the good way, not the mentally-ill kid who needs attention way)

And well, lasts things are a bit more personal: I have to study like 1000 pages to get a certain job, I'm not exagerating.

This is a public job, the only job I can get admited to because I have autism and people in companies will never hire me... even if laws make me more cheaper for them.

These are more country related tbh: my government is trash, the right is being corrupt without being on the power and the left is staring at a wall doing stuff no one has asked for, even worsening people's life

Which is a general thing that infuriates me: companies abusing their power constantly nowdays, and everyone being assholic idiots and not moving from them, keeping their power thanks to the people they have, hurting theyselves and others... I fucking hate humanity lol

Microslop will make Windows 12 a service monthly stealer with AI, brother says they are going to change it, while I hope so, Microslop will totally abuse it's power

Donald Trump is going to mess with Europe now, USA always did that one way or another, but this is just annoying

Collective Shout is still messing around, it infuriates me how much power these people have, specially knowing the shitty support they have online, everyone hates them lol, I'll celebrate their disolution (if I'm alive when it happends... hopefully)

Discord just announced they'll make it obligatory for people to use face ID, this makes me worried about my privacity