Sometimes you dont miss a person but you miss the way they made you feel
December 23, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Sometimes you dont miss a person but you miss the way they made you feel
somwtimes my rejection dysphoria isnt even that bad until I remember there's people that dislike me for literally no reason at all and their friends avoid me because they dislike me
November 19, 2025 at 12:00 AM
somwtimes my rejection dysphoria isnt even that bad until I remember there's people that dislike me for literally no reason at all and their friends avoid me because they dislike me
i wish i didnt have dreams about my brother or my ex or all of the people who's losses were out of my control
September 15, 2025 at 10:34 PM
i wish i didnt have dreams about my brother or my ex or all of the people who's losses were out of my control
i wish the thought of dating made me less unbearably anxious and then i remember that my exes caused unbelievable mental damage upon my psyche
September 8, 2025 at 1:39 PM
i wish the thought of dating made me less unbearably anxious and then i remember that my exes caused unbelievable mental damage upon my psyche
everything is going right for me why am i so unhappy
September 4, 2025 at 11:28 AM
everything is going right for me why am i so unhappy
remembering how the covid quarantine came 2 months after my brothers death and aiding in completely fucking up my entire high school experience up and down
August 26, 2025 at 6:16 PM
remembering how the covid quarantine came 2 months after my brothers death and aiding in completely fucking up my entire high school experience up and down
im so sad and upset and i feel so trapped by all of my shortcomings all the time
August 21, 2025 at 5:18 PM
im so sad and upset and i feel so trapped by all of my shortcomings all the time
Nightmare so bad it takes an extra 30 minutes to leave bed bc of how badly it shakes you
August 5, 2025 at 2:21 AM
Nightmare so bad it takes an extra 30 minutes to leave bed bc of how badly it shakes you
i think i have a lot of anxiety over things that are objectively not my fault and it sucks bc i think it's just my brain grabbing for any modicum of control over a situation
August 4, 2025 at 1:27 PM
i think i have a lot of anxiety over things that are objectively not my fault and it sucks bc i think it's just my brain grabbing for any modicum of control over a situation
i keep getting spooked about death randomly and it rly fucks up my moooooood someone remove this thought from my brain
August 3, 2025 at 10:13 AM
i keep getting spooked about death randomly and it rly fucks up my moooooood someone remove this thought from my brain
sometimes i feel a lot of anger but i feel like i look like an asshole when i openly express said anger and frustration towards people that hurt me because it gives the impression i was waiting for an excuse to be angry when in reality i just think me being angry in that instance is deserved
July 29, 2025 at 2:59 AM
sometimes i feel a lot of anger but i feel like i look like an asshole when i openly express said anger and frustration towards people that hurt me because it gives the impression i was waiting for an excuse to be angry when in reality i just think me being angry in that instance is deserved
feeling like no matter what u do and even if youre entirely harmless and dont mean any ill intent towards anyone ppl will still take you in bad faith or think u hate them
July 24, 2025 at 12:33 PM
feeling like no matter what u do and even if youre entirely harmless and dont mean any ill intent towards anyone ppl will still take you in bad faith or think u hate them
they're praying on my downfall because im so agreeable and earnest and true to myself
July 24, 2025 at 12:41 AM
they're praying on my downfall because im so agreeable and earnest and true to myself
I miss physical affection like God forbid a bitch be loved on and cuddled platonically
July 15, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I miss physical affection like God forbid a bitch be loved on and cuddled platonically
i am a decent person and decent friend and no one is ever mad at me and if theyre mad at me they will tell me and i trust my friends to not hate me in secret or find me annoying
July 8, 2025 at 7:50 AM
i am a decent person and decent friend and no one is ever mad at me and if theyre mad at me they will tell me and i trust my friends to not hate me in secret or find me annoying
Sometimes I wish I could just fuck off the internet forever but then Irn remember I don't actually have friends in RL
June 30, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Sometimes I wish I could just fuck off the internet forever but then Irn remember I don't actually have friends in RL
not an indirect since multiple people keep doing it to me but i really wish people wouldnt delete their messages to me if I take a little long to respond like please it just makes me feel insane and also guilty
June 24, 2025 at 1:43 AM
not an indirect since multiple people keep doing it to me but i really wish people wouldnt delete their messages to me if I take a little long to respond like please it just makes me feel insane and also guilty
how to mitigate everyday constant guilt
June 10, 2025 at 2:24 AM
how to mitigate everyday constant guilt
I keep worrying people are suddenly going to hate me or block me or leave me if I'm not consistent
June 6, 2025 at 3:27 PM
I keep worrying people are suddenly going to hate me or block me or leave me if I'm not consistent
i make befriending and maintaining relationships so hard and one sided for the people that try to connect with me should i just die
June 1, 2025 at 5:23 PM
i make befriending and maintaining relationships so hard and one sided for the people that try to connect with me should i just die
that time of the month so my body has set my emotional regulation skills on fire
May 31, 2025 at 4:58 AM
that time of the month so my body has set my emotional regulation skills on fire
woke up in a weird bad mood and am trying not to escalate said weird bad mood into worse mood. basically the equivalent of trying not to move quickly in front of an aggressive animal
May 27, 2025 at 11:04 PM
woke up in a weird bad mood and am trying not to escalate said weird bad mood into worse mood. basically the equivalent of trying not to move quickly in front of an aggressive animal
being socially inept is crazy because i feel like I'm normal 70% of the time and then the other 30% is me crashing and burning into conversations and opportunities catastrophically
May 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
being socially inept is crazy because i feel like I'm normal 70% of the time and then the other 30% is me crashing and burning into conversations and opportunities catastrophically
concept of mortality and dying is making me panic incredibly bad and that is how i know im staying up too late or something
May 23, 2025 at 1:27 PM
concept of mortality and dying is making me panic incredibly bad and that is how i know im staying up too late or something
i wish intimacy and communication wasn't so exhausting for me like normal good people should be able to partake in those things without completely losing steam
May 13, 2025 at 4:06 PM
i wish intimacy and communication wasn't so exhausting for me like normal good people should be able to partake in those things without completely losing steam