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@dreamending.bsky.social
alt account for me. personal stuff, vents, etc. not as fancy. DNI unless i gave you my user or you gave me yours.
wont regularly check, but figured i should have one. call me sancho.
wont regularly check, but figured i should have one. call me sancho.
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@dreamending.bsky.social
· Nov 5
[ alt account of a certain someone. ]
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im sorry i was ia, it will happen again (i forgot bluesky existed for a brief moment / work)
November 21, 2024 at 8:05 PM
im sorry i was ia, it will happen again (i forgot bluesky existed for a brief moment / work)
it has been a week of literal bullshit and im at my breaking point
i should say that even if it was for a small moment, though, joining that games night was really fun and lifted my spirits even for a moment. im really appreciative of you guys and im glad i met you. love you lots
i should say that even if it was for a small moment, though, joining that games night was really fun and lifted my spirits even for a moment. im really appreciative of you guys and im glad i met you. love you lots
November 18, 2024 at 5:58 AM
it has been a week of literal bullshit and im at my breaking point
i should say that even if it was for a small moment, though, joining that games night was really fun and lifted my spirits even for a moment. im really appreciative of you guys and im glad i met you. love you lots
i should say that even if it was for a small moment, though, joining that games night was really fun and lifted my spirits even for a moment. im really appreciative of you guys and im glad i met you. love you lots
WHY DID SHE REACTIVATE?!?!?!>?!!?!?
November 15, 2024 at 5:48 AM
WHY DID SHE REACTIVATE?!?!?!>?!!?!?
i didnt even see it and my mouth still dropped when i connected the dots lhow are you this chronically online when someone close to you is going to DIE
November 15, 2024 at 4:32 AM
i didnt even see it and my mouth still dropped when i connected the dots lhow are you this chronically online when someone close to you is going to DIE
shouldnt have gone to work on my day off but i need money and i wanted to be out the house but my luck. is so horrid i wanted to cry today
November 14, 2024 at 4:34 AM
shouldnt have gone to work on my day off but i need money and i wanted to be out the house but my luck. is so horrid i wanted to cry today
ik i said hunger games but not enough people yeeeeeeet... so im debating sleeping. and then doing it. id ont know
November 12, 2024 at 10:53 PM
ik i said hunger games but not enough people yeeeeeeet... so im debating sleeping. and then doing it. id ont know
trying to keep it together when i had one of my most happiest days in a long time and no one seemed to care even with the smile on my face
maybe im oversensitive. or maybe im tired of being someone i hate? i dont know
maybe im oversensitive. or maybe im tired of being someone i hate? i dont know
November 12, 2024 at 10:29 PM
trying to keep it together when i had one of my most happiest days in a long time and no one seemed to care even with the smile on my face
maybe im oversensitive. or maybe im tired of being someone i hate? i dont know
maybe im oversensitive. or maybe im tired of being someone i hate? i dont know
woman trying to hit on me / see if im single when i just. dont. please
i dont want someone who loves the fake persona im putting out. i already hate being him as it is
i dont want someone who loves the fake persona im putting out. i already hate being him as it is
November 10, 2024 at 12:36 AM
woman trying to hit on me / see if im single when i just. dont. please
i dont want someone who loves the fake persona im putting out. i already hate being him as it is
i dont want someone who loves the fake persona im putting out. i already hate being him as it is
how do you guys do it, honestly. i'm barely being able to interact / post anything. my head hurts and trying to keep up wtih everyone is getting harder and harder.
don't get me wrong, because i really appreciate you guys, but weeeeeeeh. i'm horrible at social media
don't get me wrong, because i really appreciate you guys, but weeeeeeeh. i'm horrible at social media
November 9, 2024 at 5:01 AM
how do you guys do it, honestly. i'm barely being able to interact / post anything. my head hurts and trying to keep up wtih everyone is getting harder and harder.
don't get me wrong, because i really appreciate you guys, but weeeeeeeh. i'm horrible at social media
don't get me wrong, because i really appreciate you guys, but weeeeeeeh. i'm horrible at social media
head hurts so fucking bad. i keep fluxuating between anger, sadness, and grief. ive never been more uncertain of my future and even if yesterday gave me hope, i find myself losing its grasp rather easily. i'm breaking down faster than i've ever been.
either this state is going to kill me, or i will
either this state is going to kill me, or i will
November 9, 2024 at 3:00 AM
head hurts so fucking bad. i keep fluxuating between anger, sadness, and grief. ive never been more uncertain of my future and even if yesterday gave me hope, i find myself losing its grasp rather easily. i'm breaking down faster than i've ever been.
either this state is going to kill me, or i will
either this state is going to kill me, or i will
keeping up with bsky has become ten times harder i just dont feel like it most of the tjme
November 8, 2024 at 11:49 PM
keeping up with bsky has become ten times harder i just dont feel like it most of the tjme
my trans friends offering me all sorts of feminine clothes might just make me cry. even if it doesnt work out now with my masculine body, it will eventually be nice.
i will eventually be me. and maybe thats all i need to hope that ill be okay.
i will eventually be me. and maybe thats all i need to hope that ill be okay.
November 8, 2024 at 4:27 AM
my trans friends offering me all sorts of feminine clothes might just make me cry. even if it doesnt work out now with my masculine body, it will eventually be nice.
i will eventually be me. and maybe thats all i need to hope that ill be okay.
i will eventually be me. and maybe thats all i need to hope that ill be okay.
hoping to god that the person ive been getting along with a lot doesnt assume im in love with them because i buy them things and such. we do say ily to each other but platonically (in terms of me, anyway)
idk. maybe im overthinking
idk. maybe im overthinking
November 8, 2024 at 12:32 AM
hoping to god that the person ive been getting along with a lot doesnt assume im in love with them because i buy them things and such. we do say ily to each other but platonically (in terms of me, anyway)
idk. maybe im overthinking
idk. maybe im overthinking
this is literally from 6 days ago. what is up with you
November 7, 2024 at 12:04 AM
this is literally from 6 days ago. what is up with you
feeling slightly better although still debating the future. im more worried about my friends than me. i'm still closeted, i'm still pretending to at the bare minimum to accept being a man (it disgusts me a lot) but my friends who are already out, who have been out for a while... god...
November 6, 2024 at 11:41 PM
feeling slightly better although still debating the future. im more worried about my friends than me. i'm still closeted, i'm still pretending to at the bare minimum to accept being a man (it disgusts me a lot) but my friends who are already out, who have been out for a while... god...
oh sancho save me sancho (deluding myself enough by listening to hero on loop)
November 6, 2024 at 9:30 PM
oh sancho save me sancho (deluding myself enough by listening to hero on loop)
geniunely today i've been at a still. i dont know what to do or thing. i would much rather suffer on my day off than at work because god knows what they're dealing with over there. most of us there were afraid, too. i can only imagine their thoughts are just racing right now.
November 6, 2024 at 9:04 PM
geniunely today i've been at a still. i dont know what to do or thing. i would much rather suffer on my day off than at work because god knows what they're dealing with over there. most of us there were afraid, too. i can only imagine their thoughts are just racing right now.
im just not going to exist for the bext few days. years even. i have to keep pretending that i want to be a man for 4 or even more years... fuck...
November 6, 2024 at 6:37 PM
im just not going to exist for the bext few days. years even. i have to keep pretending that i want to be a man for 4 or even more years... fuck...
im just. going to bed.
hoping i wake up to a miracle or just never wake up at all
hoping i wake up to a miracle or just never wake up at all
November 6, 2024 at 8:10 AM
im just. going to bed.
hoping i wake up to a miracle or just never wake up at all
hoping i wake up to a miracle or just never wake up at all
y'know! never wanted to kill myself more than now
holy fucking shit
holy fucking shit
November 6, 2024 at 7:29 AM
y'know! never wanted to kill myself more than now
holy fucking shit
holy fucking shit
is the reality that the felon fucking wins. is that it.
im going to screech
im going to screech
November 6, 2024 at 5:42 AM
is the reality that the felon fucking wins. is that it.
im going to screech
im going to screech
they make me take my 30's early for no reason other than to guarantee someone being there when im not. the price is me starving and almost collapsing
November 6, 2024 at 1:17 AM
they make me take my 30's early for no reason other than to guarantee someone being there when im not. the price is me starving and almost collapsing
had my ear blasted because my friend couldnt stand hearing about the elections on the tv and he just shouted
went deaf for a mild second there and i got jumpscared. christ
went deaf for a mild second there and i got jumpscared. christ
November 6, 2024 at 12:23 AM
had my ear blasted because my friend couldnt stand hearing about the elections on the tv and he just shouted
went deaf for a mild second there and i got jumpscared. christ
went deaf for a mild second there and i got jumpscared. christ
my strategy for sleepingg failed today but it was worth it
aunts probably gonna roll her eyes at me again
aunts probably gonna roll her eyes at me again
November 5, 2024 at 5:53 PM
my strategy for sleepingg failed today but it was worth it
aunts probably gonna roll her eyes at me again
aunts probably gonna roll her eyes at me again
time to go to bed, i want to blow up and not go to work tomorrow but alas
November 5, 2024 at 5:48 AM
time to go to bed, i want to blow up and not go to work tomorrow but alas