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DrowningDahlia
@drowningdahlia.bsky.social
she/her ace foxgirl 🏳️‍⚧️, avid tcg player, foxes, wannabe gamer, and more foxes 🦊🐾 May post some NSFW occasionally 🔞
Love, love, LOVE to treat myself after dealing with so so much, just to have it indulged in by others who just think they get to have whatever the hell they want
March 13, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Can't wait to be the next "abuser."
Can't wait to be the next "trauma."
Can't wait to be the next person to "abandon them."
It's bound to happen, because I've seen it happen to others, because I've seen how they react when they try to justify their horrid behavior.
January 15, 2025 at 4:15 AM
No solid sleep for the last week, I swear it's gonna drive me nuts ;~;
August 6, 2024 at 12:49 PM
*holding the leash with my maw*
"Walkies, queen?"
*drops the leash handle at your feet*
"Bring this old yeller for last one walk, queen?"
*drags the pistol lockbox next to the leash*
*lots of tail wags*
July 1, 2024 at 2:26 AM
If I drew my oc with self inserted traits, the tears would never stop even if I wanted them to. At least I could show some emotion finally, maybe attempt to wear my heart on my sleeve like I've always wanted to
June 19, 2024 at 5:48 PM
Let's remember for all our kinky friends out there that kink and intimacy can be free of any sexual context and that it can be inclusive of asexual peoples! Not only is it empowering for us, but very reaffirming that we are deserving of this kind of love in our lives!
June 17, 2024 at 2:05 AM
Good god, I fucking miss him so much... Why can't my stupid fucking mind let him go??? I wish I could have my puppy back...
June 10, 2024 at 2:21 AM
Beating myself up for not being able to be intimately available due to my body and personal health problems. It just really sucks and makes me feel like I'm letting others down, even though they are more than okay with me being asexual.
June 2, 2024 at 8:52 PM
Never realized how many literal scars they gave me. Kinda splits me mentally, because on one hand I loved those moments, but the other side is that it feels like they are permanent reminders of what we did to each other.
May 15, 2024 at 3:00 AM
It's so bullshit that the one time I have a reason to not make it to an event, that the whole polycule ostracizes my closest partner and makes her feel guilty for something she didn't even do... Like what do I even do about this?
May 4, 2024 at 7:06 AM
I'm so unbelievably distracted today, holy hell >~<
April 28, 2024 at 7:49 PM
So excited to finish my Doctor Who bling deck :3 it's only 8 cards away from being completely foiled out :3
April 21, 2024 at 3:28 PM
I really hate getting as high as I did last night, cause I made some decisions that I clearly would not have made while being sober. Now I feel like I'm walking a tightrope because of this guilt and I really need to clear things up >~<
March 31, 2024 at 2:34 AM
Still trying to figure out how people are beating DD2 in 30-40 hours. I'm not even in batthal and I'm pushing 30 hours. Like wtf you all doing? Energy drinks and adderall?
March 30, 2024 at 7:25 AM
My rizz - foxy yips at you til you let me cuddle you 💕🦊
March 18, 2024 at 5:20 AM
I'm so hooked on Dragon's Dogma it's not even funny >~<
March 17, 2024 at 4:38 AM
REPEAT AFTER ME:
ASEXUAL PEOPLE CAN HAVE HEALTHY SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS TOO!
March 10, 2024 at 5:20 AM
I still haven't been able to figure out how conversations play out for a majority of people, like hearing others talk feels so natural and flowing, yet anytime I try to talk or contribute to any conversation it feels like the equivalent of a nail on a chalkboard T^T
March 8, 2024 at 2:35 AM
My librarian style follows me everywhere XD I can't even wear a goth outfit without looking like I'm about to check some library cards XD
March 6, 2024 at 11:15 PM
Gonna be putting away money for my first ever fursuit, and a few conventions to boot too :3 so excited to actually live the furry life I've always dreamed of
March 3, 2024 at 2:38 AM
Finally was told I am "incredibly f*cked up" and that honestly was something I needed to hear 💕
March 3, 2024 at 2:37 AM
I'm honestly a bit scared that my avoidant tendencies are flaring up again, and that I'm going to try and run from so many great things happening...
February 26, 2024 at 5:10 PM
I finally is getting my first gothic dress and I'm so damn excited! :3 I've got plenty of punk/emo aesthetic stuffs, just never had a gothic outfit yet :P
February 24, 2024 at 4:56 AM
I have a very weird romanticization with mental homes, despite never being to one. I think it stems from a lot of mental abuse as a kid from my father, and he would threaten that I'd one day be in there. If it meant getting away from the abuse, I would. But as an adult, this feeling has faded lots.
February 23, 2024 at 1:15 AM
She says
"I have never felt more alive
You wanna k*ll me? You can try
I know you can't get me out of your head"
-Soft Atrocity, rook&nomie
February 19, 2024 at 6:30 AM