i will NOT listen to my own advice

were gonna have the best freakiest t4t sex in less than 2 weeks itll cure u Truuuust

as if most of the family hasnt see my scars at some point or seen me depressed. its not rly making me feel good ab myself when my parents hide this like a shameful secret to admit that anything could be “wrong” w me

not a lot but. it hurts. i was knitting before on and off for a few hours but it was fine and now it. is not. god pleaseeee let me wake up fine

again ab me being diagnosed bipolar (ive had this dx for 3 years and didnt tell her for this exact reason!!!!)

its a big change and a lot to process and adjust to, try to be patient and kind w yourself 🫂

this is very silly by comparison but im also So scared of gaining weight on it. i Know it would be fine who gaf but its giving me so much anxiety because unfortunately my brain continues to be evil about food and weight

ouuuugh fineeeee

what if i got food poisoning… i didn’t eat anything that was left out, everything was fresh (well canned corn and noodles aren’t rly Fresh but they’re safe) so idk How i could get it but what ifffff

fuck my stupid health anxiety life

cant sleep bc i get sick if i lay down ouchieees ouuu

i thought i just ate a bit too much but its still achy and uncomfortable:((