We live the same life fr I swear. I also had crazy dreams last night lol

Real

Affected everyone in contact with you. I will always have love for some of the moments we had but my love for you has dwindled as I watch how you have handled this whole situation. You can say this ended because it had to but this ended because you’re a coward who can’t own up to there shit actions.

And you think leaving means you’re taking accountability. You are a bad person. You’re egotistical and you put people down to make yourself feel better. You care more about sex than actual affection. Your affection was always dependent on whether or not you were generally happy. Your bad moods

We could have split in a healthier way but you tell yourself “it had to come to an end eventually and it was always gonna suck” no. That’s how you make yourself feel better about EVERYTHING you did leading up to this. You used your friends you lied to me lied to them lied to your brother

And then switched up so hard I don’t even think you’ve ever known what you wanted. You just wanted to be wanted and you didn’t care how it hurt me until you started to feel it. You think you did something by admitting that this was a selfish act but all you really did was fuck your whole life up.

Ten years is a long time to wait for someone to make up their mind. You can’t tell me I wouldn’t let you leave because I did and you came crying and telling me you’re sorry. I was ready to let it all go then but then you gave me another year of false hope. Got me pregnant on purpose in that time

Cont: you made people feel. Every shitty thing you’ve done you have an excuse or a reason. You will never own up to your mistakes. You lied to me and yourself for years. Constantly changing your mind. You can tell yourself I was abusive all you want but I was REACTING TO YOUR ABUSE.