final thought as i give in to sleep

bleh

i see myself as very undesirable so i feel like me engaging with sexual stuff comes off as creepy and gross but. this is my account so overall i need to stop worrying about that and just do what i like

but i like piss and mo/mmy posting and go/re and 0megaverse and pe/tplay and the thought of being lovingly teased. and. oh this is humiliating. whatever. i like a lot of posts because i like the contents but might repost more ns/fw things as i go on

covers up this post

sighs louder

maybe all those joke posts ive seen of pathetic losers being saved by m/ommy as/mr werent joking. maybe i should give that a try

having no thoughts would be so nice, or at least being incapable of having such negative thoughts

thats true... ahh thank you
but i will still be sorry for acting this way

i hope you feel better, have you taken anything for your headache? and have you been eating and drinking enough?

thank you... mm it was, i need to figure out a limit so ill stop eating them until i feel sick. but theyre really good... i dont want to waste them

if i keep this up i wont be trusted to make eggs any more

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thank you ...

nooo... hmm... maybe ...