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dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 7h

The proportions look a bit more exaggerated........

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dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 9h

a penguin with its tongue out is holding a pink object in its beak .

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dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 12h

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 13h

Couldnt sleep when i was alone and depressed last night so i made a big thread

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 17h

BEBO

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 20h

No brains

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 23h

No one wanted me around last night i had to yell into the void sorry

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Ig i should say sorry you always have to put up with me all the time. I mean you don't, because you can just block me of course, thousands already have, but still. I just, god, why can't i be happy

I normally block people that like my obvious vent posts without saying anything but im not tonight

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And I mean, thats assuming i can assemble a band of fellow devs online, and doubly assuming i would have the money to pay them upfront. Lol. Lmao. Fuck you and your solo dev rose tinted success stories.

...i dont really know what i want to talk about anymore

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

I think i forgot to tie the people hating me topic back to the game thing uh,

Big reason i probably can never make the games i want is that people will recognize me doing something big, then do everything they can to sink that ship because it is illegal for me to be happy in life

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

I don't need another baseless comparison between me and FallenChildpredator in my life right now that's for sure.
... I've kind of just been ranting on throughout this depressive episode. Or sorry, *crashout* as you soapboxing scum sucking retards wanna write it off as.

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Also side note when i say people want me to kill myself or die, that isn't me sticking my head in the sand with fake death threats to deflect criticism or whatever. Its that, no matter what on earth I can do, none of these people will care and just want me flatout GONE no matter what.

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

I just want some damn transparency man. If you want me to die, can you please just, tell me you do? And why? Instead of blocking out of nowhere and mocking me behind my back? I know you don't care for my betterment but please

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Also fun bit when i was arguing with one of her gfs about it all was her saying "she doesn't secretly hate me" when looking at how much she distanced herself from me without a peep, no she did in fact want me dead behind the scenes thanks Astro you fucking retard

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Probably one of the worst recent examples is when i got offended at one of my oldest and closest friends, Skylar, for posting something really ungrateful, and she just, blocked me off completely when i confronted her about it (even though we talked about this thing earlier!)

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Its genuinely a problem. I always have to ask people i talk to to not send other people's art without asking first in case they send something by someone that wants me to kill myself. I have "for" muted on my other account because seeing other people having fun makes me depressed as fuck

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Nobody fucking likes me. Im an awful person. I try really hard to do what's right, but nobody gives a shit about wanting people to improve so any breadcrumbs towards the right direction are off the table. I've done a LOT pf stupid shit, but i never know WHAT since you morons just want to burn others

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

I'm taking gamedev classes right now but I'm not really doing too hot motivation wise, also the game industry being the game industry isn't too appealing. But i think my biggest reason for my game ideas being all pipe dreams relates to my biggest point

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Tech is getting really stupid and expensive and people don't like hearing me talk about computer graphic shit
Pricing isn't helped by me not being able to get a job in a field that won't drive me to suicide

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

I honestly wonder if I should just fuck everything and give up all my passions and interests since nothing makes me happy anymore

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dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

died 2022

born 2025

welcome back diddy kong pack

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Can't be a game teaser either since there's no ESRB thing

dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Fallenchungus bought his twitter back and now I can't find the doc where he slept with a teenager

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dusk is... okay @dusktodusk94.bsky.social · 1d

Doom The Dark Ages on Nightmare on Brawler Mode at 110% speed with randomizer, double jump, air control, and smoother weapon switching is digital crack WOW