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sylvia
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is voluntary commitment a good idea or will it regret it
November 11, 2025 at 11:48 AM
i can’t sleep, i have to keep talking myself out of su1cide and it’s getting harder
November 11, 2025 at 11:08 AM
i just want him to come back
November 11, 2025 at 3:27 AM
i already wanted to die and now i lost the one thing to look forward to
November 10, 2025 at 11:46 PM
every boyfriend i’ve had has told me i’m hard to be with. and i thought i found someone who could deal with me but i was too much for him too
November 10, 2025 at 11:45 PM
he broke up with me. he’s giving up on me because i’m depressed essentially. i thought he really loved me but he gave up on me as soon as things got hard. i feel so betrayed.
November 10, 2025 at 11:43 PM
how am i supposed to cope with knowing my bf has been thinking about breaking up with me
November 10, 2025 at 1:28 AM
bf brought me pancakes in bed this morning so maybe everything is okay
November 9, 2025 at 9:24 PM
ok i’m fine now
November 9, 2025 at 4:16 AM
trying to not split on my bf but i want to tell him i hate him and i’m going to k1ll myself and it will be his fault (i will not actually say this)
November 8, 2025 at 10:28 PM
he said he’s been thinking about breaking up with me but couldn’t really provide a reason
November 8, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Reposted by sylvia
Hey, I'm Katie and I have a small family to feed.. we lost our stamps and we live in section 8 and off of my sons SSI so we kind of have nothing to go on rn. If anyone could help out or even share I would be really grateful 😣💜 this situation really has me freaking..

Cashapp: $katieeasterly2021
November 8, 2025 at 2:05 PM
starting tomorrow, i actually lock in on this ed relapse
November 8, 2025 at 7:59 PM
i’m so scared he’s going to break up with me i don’t know what to do
November 8, 2025 at 7:00 PM
idk what to do. i’ve lost my passion for my dreams, i don’t care about anything, i’m a burden on my boyfriend. i just want to die.
November 8, 2025 at 4:30 AM
i have the best boyfriend possible and i fucked it up because i’m too dependent
November 8, 2025 at 12:29 AM
my boyfriend said he’s not going to break up with me “right now” and then when i started panicking he said he didn’t mean it like that ???
November 8, 2025 at 12:27 AM
i’ve been struggling with showering bc i hate having to go from dry to wet to dry so quickly
November 7, 2025 at 2:42 AM
i want to give up on everything
November 7, 2025 at 1:30 AM
btw i mentioned it to my therapist and she said she didn’t see any signs in me. i’m honestly disappointed bc i thought it would explain everything i’ve struggled with
i really think i might be autistic it would explain everything but i don’t know what to do about it
November 6, 2025 at 1:58 AM
i heard a robotic voice speaking in my ear last night, it said “good morning, how are you?” over and over again for a good 30 seconds. Wtf.
November 5, 2025 at 10:53 PM
i feel like my boyfriend is pulling away from me because he doesn’t know how to help my depression. i’m terrified he’s going to give up on me.
November 5, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i have not been restricting at all i got to lock in omg
November 5, 2025 at 12:41 AM
i can’t get myself to do any work i’m getting scared
November 4, 2025 at 11:25 PM
told my therapist i’m feeling su1cidal and we made a safety plan and i feel a little better :)
November 4, 2025 at 7:39 PM