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* whole host of other problems and inefficiencies…

I don’t know where to start. Between propaganda at every turn, ineffectual politicians from both parties for decades, self centered attitudes rampant greed, & a while host of other problems & inefficiencies, I’d say I’m disillusioned, frustrated, annoyed, tired, rage filled, disgusted, etc American.

I can’t even imagine the existential dread, boredom, and executive paralysis I’d experience with that knowledge. I’d always be second guessing everything I said or did in order to try to maximize my future. If that’s not a level of hell, I don’t know what is.

$10 million now. First, while there are events and decisions I’d like to change, I have things and people in my life now I can’t risk not meeting or existing. Second it’s too open ended. 6 now or 6 in the 80s? Also, having the knowledge of 5 decades at six?

Lesson, Creation, Attitude