I guess i just kinda feel like I'm doing random shit erratically with not much ppl to share it with, I have been acting on such impulse lately it makes me feel directionless, it's mostly just to keep myself sane between work but god i hate feeling like that too

Sorry that's not your "girlbed" that's your depression, neglect, and cockroach house now get up and clean ur shit

Some people are still in that mindset though is what I'm saying, and I forget that. But also I'm not trying to please them or appeal to them so idc, they'll get over it like I did, hopefully

I wear the badge of honor of knowing who she was before I played the mario kart tf2 map cause when I discovered that the DSi gave me unsupervised Internet access i got an addiction to googling pictures of cute anime girls, thanks dsi

Idk any and all discourse I see about this stuff is just a bunch of grown ass people not willing to learn basic lessons on maturity because someone's stuck it in their head that this is an exception and when you confront them about how that's supposed to be fair, they just turn into a brick wall

Idk like, I've been there, I've been the one to be judgemental about it, it's all insecurity and fear. It's all fake moral highground bullshit. Just be yourself and enjoy whatever makes you happy, it might be confusing to some people but lolisho stuff brings me a lot of comfort, idk why but it does

And obviously that means all ppl that enjoy that are all demons and i must petition against them /j

O ya they need to refer to themself in third person cause it's cute af and endearing