the elf of grievances
@eclussy69.bsky.social
vent. just here to get the nasties out of my system!
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if we're not moots on main and u interact i'll block sorry
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god i hate myself
February 15, 2026 at 3:34 PM
god i hate myself
teaching myself to not care anymore that no one listens to my singing by drilling into my head that familiar = comfortable
February 15, 2026 at 2:01 PM
teaching myself to not care anymore that no one listens to my singing by drilling into my head that familiar = comfortable
it's just. hard lately. i don't want to keep annoying people and bumming them out by being sad so often but the triggers have been stacking high on top of each other and i can't even say with any certainty what might set me off until it already has. i just don't know. i don't know!
February 13, 2026 at 6:11 PM
it's just. hard lately. i don't want to keep annoying people and bumming them out by being sad so often but the triggers have been stacking high on top of each other and i can't even say with any certainty what might set me off until it already has. i just don't know. i don't know!
still thinking about how much it hurt that i felt so at home in this one oc zine server but then literally not a single person wanted to draw my oc while some got theirs drawn 5+ times. i feel no resentment over it at all, everyone's been nothing but cool, but it still hurt a lot
February 13, 2026 at 6:07 PM
still thinking about how much it hurt that i felt so at home in this one oc zine server but then literally not a single person wanted to draw my oc while some got theirs drawn 5+ times. i feel no resentment over it at all, everyone's been nothing but cool, but it still hurt a lot
trying so so hard not to feel disliked or in the way but it's my normal apparently
February 13, 2026 at 6:01 PM
trying so so hard not to feel disliked or in the way but it's my normal apparently
i wonder if........anyone ever misses my art
February 13, 2026 at 6:01 PM
i wonder if........anyone ever misses my art
WHY AM I ON THE VERGE OF TEARS NOTHINGS HAPPENED
February 13, 2026 at 5:35 PM
WHY AM I ON THE VERGE OF TEARS NOTHINGS HAPPENED
been thinking i'm okay all day but i feel rly funky. i feel like i'm on the verge of freaking out and i don't even know why
February 13, 2026 at 4:44 PM
been thinking i'm okay all day but i feel rly funky. i feel like i'm on the verge of freaking out and i don't even know why
i'm so sorry
i don't want to keep taking everyone's space
i need to stop getting in the way
i don't want to keep taking everyone's space
i need to stop getting in the way
February 11, 2026 at 9:15 AM
i'm so sorry
i don't want to keep taking everyone's space
i need to stop getting in the way
i don't want to keep taking everyone's space
i need to stop getting in the way
my ocs are an extension of myself so ig it makes sense just how in the way and out of place they are when that's what i'm like as well. i try to make them likable or relatable but then they devolve into something too much like Me and it's clear how immediately annoying they become
February 11, 2026 at 9:13 AM
my ocs are an extension of myself so ig it makes sense just how in the way and out of place they are when that's what i'm like as well. i try to make them likable or relatable but then they devolve into something too much like Me and it's clear how immediately annoying they become
i'm really sorry that i talk so much and that i keep making dumb jokes. i only ever catch myself after it's already too late
February 11, 2026 at 9:10 AM
i'm really sorry that i talk so much and that i keep making dumb jokes. i only ever catch myself after it's already too late
i want to cry
it rly hurts but there's nothing to be done about it
it rly hurts but there's nothing to be done about it
February 11, 2026 at 9:03 AM
i want to cry
it rly hurts but there's nothing to be done about it
it rly hurts but there's nothing to be done about it
i don't feel right
i wish i could just stop feeling so much like i don't fit in no matter what
i feel like the fucking squidward looking out of the window meme so often and i try so hard to ignore it but the rsd creeps on up as soon as i lower my guard and beats the shit out of me
i wish i could just stop feeling so much like i don't fit in no matter what
i feel like the fucking squidward looking out of the window meme so often and i try so hard to ignore it but the rsd creeps on up as soon as i lower my guard and beats the shit out of me
February 11, 2026 at 9:01 AM
i don't feel right
i wish i could just stop feeling so much like i don't fit in no matter what
i feel like the fucking squidward looking out of the window meme so often and i try so hard to ignore it but the rsd creeps on up as soon as i lower my guard and beats the shit out of me
i wish i could just stop feeling so much like i don't fit in no matter what
i feel like the fucking squidward looking out of the window meme so often and i try so hard to ignore it but the rsd creeps on up as soon as i lower my guard and beats the shit out of me
cool. one of my favourite sweaters has molded
February 3, 2026 at 8:25 PM
cool. one of my favourite sweaters has molded
scheduling streams more like YAYAYAYAY TIME TO MASK SO HARD IT HOPEFULLY DISTRACTS MY BRAIN ENOUGH THAT I DON'T KILL MYSELF YAYAYAYAYAYAY
February 3, 2026 at 4:23 PM
scheduling streams more like YAYAYAYAY TIME TO MASK SO HARD IT HOPEFULLY DISTRACTS MY BRAIN ENOUGH THAT I DON'T KILL MYSELF YAYAYAYAYAYAY
i don't even have the courage to vibe check anymore, i don't have the ability to ask for reassurance or ask for space to rant lately and if someone offers i just freeze up and say no anyway because i'm so scared i'll just babble about shit no one cares about and i'm so fucking suicidal
February 2, 2026 at 8:31 PM
i don't even have the courage to vibe check anymore, i don't have the ability to ask for reassurance or ask for space to rant lately and if someone offers i just freeze up and say no anyway because i'm so scared i'll just babble about shit no one cares about and i'm so fucking suicidal
if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out
February 2, 2026 at 8:20 PM
if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out if i leave myself out i can't be left out
everything is just a continuous sign that i am too much. i just want to disappear until everyone forgets about me.
February 2, 2026 at 8:19 PM
everything is just a continuous sign that i am too much. i just want to disappear until everyone forgets about me.
at this point all i'm doing is going between Scheduled Masking Ritual and isolation and it rly do be feeling like 2015
February 2, 2026 at 8:13 PM
at this point all i'm doing is going between Scheduled Masking Ritual and isolation and it rly do be feeling like 2015
i want to talk about my book all the time but no one will understand what i'm talking about and at the same time no one wants to read it
i want to talk about my interests but i talk too much as it is and last time i did that unfettered i went too far
i want to talk about my interests but i talk too much as it is and last time i did that unfettered i went too far
February 2, 2026 at 7:42 PM
i want to talk about my book all the time but no one will understand what i'm talking about and at the same time no one wants to read it
i want to talk about my interests but i talk too much as it is and last time i did that unfettered i went too far
i want to talk about my interests but i talk too much as it is and last time i did that unfettered i went too far
i wish i wasn't such a burden on ppl. i need so much reassurance lately and i just keep isolating and shutting up and going back to old habits and there's nothing i can do to stop it
February 2, 2026 at 7:34 PM
i wish i wasn't such a burden on ppl. i need so much reassurance lately and i just keep isolating and shutting up and going back to old habits and there's nothing i can do to stop it
i started getting better at showing the stuff i create and handling the vulnerability that comes with it but now it just feels worse than it did before i'd started trying again. just retraumatizing myself over and over
January 31, 2026 at 10:42 PM
i started getting better at showing the stuff i create and handling the vulnerability that comes with it but now it just feels worse than it did before i'd started trying again. just retraumatizing myself over and over
idek what to do. all i can do is play video games i don't enjoy and have a miserable time just so i don't have to think. i feel so empty. there's no point in creating anything. there's no point in doing anything. my head hurts. i'm so deeply suicidal idk what to do
January 31, 2026 at 7:25 PM
idek what to do. all i can do is play video games i don't enjoy and have a miserable time just so i don't have to think. i feel so empty. there's no point in creating anything. there's no point in doing anything. my head hurts. i'm so deeply suicidal idk what to do
i feel like every time i get a little hopeful and start writing or singing or whatever again, i have to cut my own heart open to show it but i'm just not given a chance
January 31, 2026 at 3:13 PM
i feel like every time i get a little hopeful and start writing or singing or whatever again, i have to cut my own heart open to show it but i'm just not given a chance
what do i want to talk about? what do i want to do? idk. i do know. but i don't know. i can't let myself know. keep shit to yourself
January 30, 2026 at 10:10 PM
what do i want to talk about? what do i want to do? idk. i do know. but i don't know. i can't let myself know. keep shit to yourself