he’s not even the most siscon tbh it’s more el’s attracted to him but lord have mercy

like it’s fine on here bc i know no one will see me but when i know ppl are seeing me and ignoring me that’s way worse than just like. being in the void

it has less to do with whether or not i am ontologically evil i think and more abt my lack of self expression i think or at least my fear of doing it when i’m being perceived so ppl stop having a good read on me

this isn’t to say dimadue isn’t toxic or forced either that have one bazillion problems but elhubert can’t rly come into conflict the same way either. i do like the idea that hubert would be extremely possessive over her that’s hot af

dimadue is very chosen vs elhubert being kinda. there. like he was meant to be in that role and will be there until he dies and idk i can’t get behind that. it’s p low on my el ships bc of this

i think baby el loved baby dee bc he was deeply emotional and also bc how submissive he was to her. most likely she was surrounded by ppl who constantly lorded over her and she finally got a chance to be in control when she was with dee

she would absolutely be upset and frightened but genuinely only for like 2 seconds and then would go back to trying to run this town bc she is very arrogant even as a kid and dimitri folds instantly to that

MY FERAL CREATURE

TWIRLING MY HAIR sorry this account got totally overloaded too in 11 seconds i needed a place for all of it

sighing whatever u say beautiful

els of love and joy

her completely naked with the dagger to her chest oh i’m sure