best decision I've ever made I feel amazing even though I'm currently still pretty exhausted

so funny to look at this post and have no idea what I'd forgotten but tbh it's still a fucking mood. Yesterday I forgot that I'd had the last bit of senior year in high school online due to covid and when all the various memories of sobbing crying during that time came back they felt new

like I'm used to people getting mad at me constantly for shit people just don't get mad at me for doing now. Like I'm pretty sure I've changed drastically since realizing I was plural and had DID but still I don't think that's the only reason people are way nicer to me than before

really good wine lol

it was really good meds so I had to try a bit

kinda telling that to this day I block my dad out as much as possible and always feel surprised when my sibling mentions my dad was mad at me about something recently because I just didn't notice it at all