Got some new naiiils, what we thinking?

Chicago show the fuck up

IM GETTIN THE FOOT PAWS TO GO WITH MY FUR HEAD LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO

Guy dinner (can of peaches, vodka, mint vape)

Feeling so ignored when I stayed up so late just to show them something I’m excited about
Fuck my silly little life
Idk why I was that excited
Why would they want to be excited
It was stupid

YAAAAALL
CHECK IT OUUUUT!!!
MY FUCKIN FURSUIT CAME AAAH!!!

CW- Gross, dermatillomania
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I can’t stop ripping my scabs off
I’ve got a massive patch at the back of my head where I can’t stop picking and ripping and I feel so disgusting and it hurts so fucking bad :(
I don’t like this at all, I wish I were normal

Guess I’m not eating tonight
Thoughts of relapse are really on me and now my own fiancé doesn’t want me to eat so why don’t I just not bother

Not allowed to have even one good day!
Things were looking up but fuck me ig
Idek why I stay clean atp there’s no reason to bother

I’m gonna fucking kill myself
My bikes back tire is popped!
Completely fucked!
And I have no actual money to fix it!!!
I’m!!!
Gonna!!!
Hurt!!!
Myself!!!
And my fiancé isn’t answering their phone so I’m all alone!!
Fuck my miserable life

:(

So much guilt
So shaken up :(

I feel so sincerely lately like I’m absolutely hated
It feels like it’s become resentment for everything I do
I don’t feel genuinely loved
Just tolerated