mess_of_bees
@electrobear.bsky.social
Bipolar, ADHD, generally bad at life.
She/her
Formerly electrobeargirl
She/her
Formerly electrobeargirl
Lithium bloods Tuesday. Possibly others? Who knows, my GP is shit and never want to elaborate
March 15, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Lithium bloods Tuesday. Possibly others? Who knows, my GP is shit and never want to elaborate
I might be hearing things. It’s not voices, it’s sounds - music mostly. No one else is hearing it and I’m hoping it’s just really bad tinnitus.
March 15, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I might be hearing things. It’s not voices, it’s sounds - music mostly. No one else is hearing it and I’m hoping it’s just really bad tinnitus.
2024 was a mess anyway. 85% spent in hypo/manic episode(s?).
Hoping for a more stable year this year but it’s not kicked off well.
#bipolar
Hoping for a more stable year this year but it’s not kicked off well.
#bipolar
March 9, 2025 at 1:17 PM
2024 was a mess anyway. 85% spent in hypo/manic episode(s?).
Hoping for a more stable year this year but it’s not kicked off well.
#bipolar
Hoping for a more stable year this year but it’s not kicked off well.
#bipolar
Am I depressed, anxious, lithium toxic, or residual manic? Who knows.
March 9, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Am I depressed, anxious, lithium toxic, or residual manic? Who knows.
I’m sleeping well, but my mood is high. I’m sleeping well but my hearing and taste are distorted - tastes aren’t what they should be, people’s voices don’t sound like they should, other sounds just sound different. I’m sleeping all night, I don’t understand.
Advice welcome #bipolar
Advice welcome #bipolar
December 1, 2024 at 8:20 AM
I’m sleeping well, but my mood is high. I’m sleeping well but my hearing and taste are distorted - tastes aren’t what they should be, people’s voices don’t sound like they should, other sounds just sound different. I’m sleeping all night, I don’t understand.
Advice welcome #bipolar
Advice welcome #bipolar
I dreamt a GP tried to prescribe me methylphenidate, which was odd, because no one in their right mind should anyone be prescribing me, a person with manic swinging bipolar, a stimulant
December 1, 2024 at 8:16 AM
I dreamt a GP tried to prescribe me methylphenidate, which was odd, because no one in their right mind should anyone be prescribing me, a person with manic swinging bipolar, a stimulant
Everything is awesome, everything is cool when you’re a mess of bees!!
November 29, 2024 at 4:24 PM
Everything is awesome, everything is cool when you’re a mess of bees!!
02:24. I am awake.
October 21, 2023 at 1:25 AM
02:24. I am awake.
Day something something on guanfacine. The apathy has passed I think, but I’m sick so 🤷🏻♀️
October 15, 2023 at 5:47 PM
Day something something on guanfacine. The apathy has passed I think, but I’m sick so 🤷🏻♀️
Day 2 on guanfacine: apathetic.
There’s any reason for that.
There’s any reason for that.
October 9, 2023 at 8:36 AM
Day 2 on guanfacine: apathetic.
There’s any reason for that.
There’s any reason for that.
First guanfacine is in me. Here goes… in 4 to 8 weeks 😅
October 7, 2023 at 6:34 PM
First guanfacine is in me. Here goes… in 4 to 8 weeks 😅
Toddlers!! He wants to watch a specific Blippi episode, but also not that specific Blippi episode????
October 5, 2023 at 7:15 AM
Toddlers!! He wants to watch a specific Blippi episode, but also not that specific Blippi episode????
Waiting for my first delivery of guanfacine. I’m supposed to start today, so I’m hoping it’ll be delivered today! So I’m in wait mode.
October 2, 2023 at 11:41 AM
Waiting for my first delivery of guanfacine. I’m supposed to start today, so I’m hoping it’ll be delivered today! So I’m in wait mode.
@greenleafgeek.bsky.social hi, I’m hoping to order some custom dice from you but I don’t know how possible the concept is. Could I talk to you about it before I got Buy? It’s that cheeky?
September 30, 2023 at 2:53 PM
@greenleafgeek.bsky.social hi, I’m hoping to order some custom dice from you but I don’t know how possible the concept is. Could I talk to you about it before I got Buy? It’s that cheeky?
I’m in imposter syndrome, but today I can’t remember an argument husband and I had half an hour ago. I don’t know if I need to apologise or if I need to be apologised to. Or both. Or even if there was an argument.
If I can’t remember, how am I supposed to explain myself? Stupid brain, stupid ADHD.
If I can’t remember, how am I supposed to explain myself? Stupid brain, stupid ADHD.
September 30, 2023 at 8:22 AM
I’m in imposter syndrome, but today I can’t remember an argument husband and I had half an hour ago. I don’t know if I need to apologise or if I need to be apologised to. Or both. Or even if there was an argument.
If I can’t remember, how am I supposed to explain myself? Stupid brain, stupid ADHD.
If I can’t remember, how am I supposed to explain myself? Stupid brain, stupid ADHD.
Husband and I went to a park today. Fortunately he knew where we left the car because it is BEYOND me.
September 25, 2023 at 1:20 PM
Husband and I went to a park today. Fortunately he knew where we left the car because it is BEYOND me.
But I’m having a particularly bad ADHD week to make up for the good sleep. Thanks brain 😑
September 20, 2023 at 6:52 PM
But I’m having a particularly bad ADHD week to make up for the good sleep. Thanks brain 😑
My sleep has felt a little more under control the last two nights. I even felt a little tired today!
September 20, 2023 at 6:51 PM
My sleep has felt a little more under control the last two nights. I even felt a little tired today!
Honestly I just want to cry 🙃
September 18, 2023 at 8:23 PM
Honestly I just want to cry 🙃
Finally slept more than five hours last night and hoping for EVEN MORE tonight. Fuck bipolar.
September 18, 2023 at 8:22 PM
Finally slept more than five hours last night and hoping for EVEN MORE tonight. Fuck bipolar.
Restless, not sleeping, clonazepam tonight.
September 3, 2023 at 9:41 AM
Restless, not sleeping, clonazepam tonight.
I have music I want to listen to, but said music can make me bouncy. Too much bouncy leads to overwhelm and that leads to mania. So frustrating. Bipolar.
July 11, 2023 at 9:23 PM
I have music I want to listen to, but said music can make me bouncy. Too much bouncy leads to overwhelm and that leads to mania. So frustrating. Bipolar.
Partner cleaned the house today. I did nothing, and I feel so so so bad. Task paralysis is real.
July 11, 2023 at 9:22 PM
Partner cleaned the house today. I did nothing, and I feel so so so bad. Task paralysis is real.
I swear the ADHD has got worse since the bipolar got stabilised. Maybe it was just unmasked.
July 4, 2023 at 6:37 AM
I swear the ADHD has got worse since the bipolar got stabilised. Maybe it was just unmasked.