i care too much about the opinions of others that i can't tell if my own judgement is something i can even follow because i always feel like it's wrong when im around them
December 12, 2025 at 11:05 AM
i care too much about the opinions of others that i can't tell if my own judgement is something i can even follow because i always feel like it's wrong when im around them
im envious of those who either study/work something completely different from art and are also super successful or well known as an artist bc how do they do it and what am i even doing i cant even do one
September 25, 2025 at 8:49 AM
im envious of those who either study/work something completely different from art and are also super successful or well known as an artist bc how do they do it and what am i even doing i cant even do one
the way my mom interacts with me confuses me she says she doesnt even want to look at me and wants me out of the house but still hangs out with me
im being told i should care more about her but i have a hard time enjoying being in the same room as her knowing how she feels about me during outburst
im being told i should care more about her but i have a hard time enjoying being in the same room as her knowing how she feels about me during outburst
September 25, 2025 at 8:27 AM
the way my mom interacts with me confuses me she says she doesnt even want to look at me and wants me out of the house but still hangs out with me
im being told i should care more about her but i have a hard time enjoying being in the same room as her knowing how she feels about me during outburst
im being told i should care more about her but i have a hard time enjoying being in the same room as her knowing how she feels about me during outburst
cant tell sometimes what side my sisters on she'll defend me with my mom but with my cousin, she'll 180 on me i think im just wrong and a loser
September 17, 2025 at 11:19 PM
cant tell sometimes what side my sisters on she'll defend me with my mom but with my cousin, she'll 180 on me i think im just wrong and a loser
lack of support from mom sucks but i wonder if her shitting on me is doing more dmg
August 9, 2025 at 9:57 AM
lack of support from mom sucks but i wonder if her shitting on me is doing more dmg
i feel better now i think me being lost in tjay art made me wanna kms then i fugred out kinda what to do with it and no longer wantsdto kms
July 7, 2025 at 2:07 AM
i feel better now i think me being lost in tjay art made me wanna kms then i fugred out kinda what to do with it and no longer wantsdto kms
i feel like a hollow shell of a human being with no redeeming skills outside of being ok at art i got nothing going for me what am i doing any of this for
July 6, 2025 at 8:47 AM
i feel like a hollow shell of a human being with no redeeming skills outside of being ok at art i got nothing going for me what am i doing any of this for
life sucks i wish i vould stop existing
July 6, 2025 at 4:10 AM
life sucks i wish i vould stop existing
sometimes i feel like an imposer with no real likes because i dont really actively consume content of it , know everything about itand their character or talk about stuff
June 26, 2025 at 10:53 AM
sometimes i feel like an imposer with no real likes because i dont really actively consume content of it , know everything about itand their character or talk about stuff
bruh why do i always feel like im out of time and bound to fail at anything i do 💀 i cant this is so draining like things that stress me out should not be stressing me out
June 22, 2025 at 10:58 AM
bruh why do i always feel like im out of time and bound to fail at anything i do 💀 i cant this is so draining like things that stress me out should not be stressing me out
mom eager to yeet me outta the house was not on my life bingo sheet
March 10, 2025 at 12:15 PM
mom eager to yeet me outta the house was not on my life bingo sheet
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It's dire, folks.
March 6, 2025 at 2:17 PM
It's dire, folks.
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i usually dont really care if an AT takes a while but staring at them do casual ATs and doodles for random ppl all the time and is been months since ive finished mine makes me wonder if my personas has just changed too much and no longer looks like a girl they dont wanna draw it anymore
February 5, 2025 at 8:55 AM
i usually dont really care if an AT takes a while but staring at them do casual ATs and doodles for random ppl all the time and is been months since ive finished mine makes me wonder if my personas has just changed too much and no longer looks like a girl they dont wanna draw it anymore
if its not my weight its a lack a normalcy of my life and work 😓
February 1, 2025 at 9:11 AM
if its not my weight its a lack a normalcy of my life and work 😓
i have a hard time trying to understand if I really do deserve how my mom and cousin treat me
January 26, 2025 at 9:13 AM
i have a hard time trying to understand if I really do deserve how my mom and cousin treat me
maybe my moms right ill still be a loser bum sitting at home jobless when im 30
January 14, 2025 at 4:29 AM
maybe my moms right ill still be a loser bum sitting at home jobless when im 30
parts of me wished i was still in school bc then it'd be an excuse for why i dont have a job in the industry yet and why my art hasn't gotten anywhere bc i have no excuses left now
December 31, 2024 at 11:06 AM
parts of me wished i was still in school bc then it'd be an excuse for why i dont have a job in the industry yet and why my art hasn't gotten anywhere bc i have no excuses left now
my relationship with art, social media and all this is just kinda been little horrible these last 2 years bc i don't feel like i have any value outside of art and even rn in art i feel like im failing horrendously so what's left of me
December 31, 2024 at 10:41 AM
my relationship with art, social media and all this is just kinda been little horrible these last 2 years bc i don't feel like i have any value outside of art and even rn in art i feel like im failing horrendously so what's left of me
bed times kinda become like the worst time of the day recently all i do is think bout how i could just get back into my seat and sit there scrolling endlessly trying to about how merchandise i should be making or work
December 30, 2024 at 10:27 AM
bed times kinda become like the worst time of the day recently all i do is think bout how i could just get back into my seat and sit there scrolling endlessly trying to about how merchandise i should be making or work
smt about someone who used to really look up to me and did things i did and tried connecting with me but i just couldn't handle it then now being way better than me and not really interacting w me anymore i can only look at em in envy and got no one to blame but myself
December 23, 2024 at 11:43 AM
smt about someone who used to really look up to me and did things i did and tried connecting with me but i just couldn't handle it then now being way better than me and not really interacting w me anymore i can only look at em in envy and got no one to blame but myself
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starting to think if i ever move out one day ill no contact with everyone in my family excluding my sister bc no one seems to consider my feelings before making things worse for me and every conversation feels like either jabs at my weight or
December 19, 2024 at 11:44 AM
starting to think if i ever move out one day ill no contact with everyone in my family excluding my sister bc no one seems to consider my feelings before making things worse for me and every conversation feels like either jabs at my weight or