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it's taking a turn for the worst
and everything's buried in dirt
the usual "high" player count.

assumptions are confirmed, a shaky feeling became a sturdy fact ...
there was never a community. there was only "community".
January 8, 2026 at 7:38 PM
do you know how hard it is to hold back? to express yourself only in measured doses, because anything else would just overwhelm everyone else? so, you hold back and allow yourself other little things instead.
December 21, 2025 at 10:59 PM
how is it that every place you arrive you feel like ...

you arrived way too late.

literally. every. place.
December 21, 2025 at 10:39 PM
imagine ... you leave a community where you were very active for at least a year because of a dispute where at the end you were attacked for raising an issue.

imagine ... that five days later, no one has asked if you'd reconsider your decision.

were you ever truly part of that "community"?
December 21, 2025 at 3:09 PM
It's pretty (foggy) outside.
December 20, 2025 at 6:43 PM
After playing on a mp server for while with a few awesome people ... single player #Minecraft is the saddest thing one can experience.
December 19, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Outage since around 2 PM. Checked Vodafone's website and... "DSL maintenance."

Since Vodafone is obviously just a small, back-alley operation, advance notice wasn't possible. Besides, they have to protect their customer service jobs somehow.

Meanwhile, there are three outages. 🤨
Störung seit rund 14 Uhr. Schaue bei Vodafone nach und ... "DSL-Wartung".

Da Vodafone natürlich nur ein kleiner Hinterhof-Betrieb ist, war eine Information vorab leider nicht möglich. Abgesehen davon: man muss ja auch irgendwie die Kundencenter-Arbeitsplätze sichern.

Derweil sind es 3 Störungen. 🤨
December 17, 2025 at 6:24 PM
my last animation took 14 hours (2 nights) to render. the animation is 6 seconds long.

I maaay have overdone the volumetrics a bit. ^^
September 30, 2025 at 6:08 PM
it's #WIP, but I call it
"the tunnel vision focus of frame 7 of 120" ^^
#Blender3D
September 29, 2025 at 6:33 PM
September 24, 2025 at 7:33 PM
just finished my geonodes double helix generator. it not only generates a fully customizable procedural helix, but depending on the output (curve, points, mesh), it also provides a UVMap for texturing/coloring or the corresponding spline factors. all thanks to the power of mathematics. ^^
#Blender3D
September 20, 2025 at 4:04 PM
got distracted ... again 😅
#Blender3D
September 15, 2025 at 12:53 PM
Reposted by en[DG]uy
Turtle Beach is expanding their creator program! Join our little TB family. Check out all the info and use the signup form over on www.turtlebeach.com/pages/influe... #turtlebeach #ad #advertisment
September 11, 2025 at 4:27 PM
bubbled or unbubbled? 🤔
#Blender3D
September 15, 2025 at 11:15 AM
fidget toy?

I'm confused. do young people don't say dildo anymore?
August 25, 2025 at 3:47 AM
("Oh, I'm popping off, 'cause I'm where I'm not supposed to be: in a lower rank as a higher rank player, ruining everyone's #Drives experience.")
"I'm completing my wife's Battle Pass. Has to be comp. Obviously."

do you have any idea how many people I've reported over the last 3 days? #Overwatch
August 23, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Was just too hot to form a coherent thought the last three days.

... so, I built a bot.

Yeah, Idk either. ^^
#Blender3D
August 15, 2025 at 6:38 PM
"the call"
#Blender3D
August 12, 2025 at 1:23 AM
quick play role queue 🙄
#Overwatch2
July 31, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Reposted by en[DG]uy
Two weeks ago I celebrated my bday on stream and thanks to the lovely people at Turtle Beach I got to give away not one but TWO Turtle Beach Controllers. Congratulations to the winners and a HUGE thank you to Turtle Beach!

#ad #turtlebeach #stealthultra
July 29, 2025 at 6:12 PM
I have to re-rig a complex model, work on my project, but can't do shit, cause my monitor gives me eye cancer after starring at it for too long. (I see an vertical array of horizontal white lines almost everywhere I look. might fade away, but still sucks.)

Replacement isn't here before friday. -.-'
July 29, 2025 at 10:34 AM
topic today:
things I did, but I did nothing with it
#Blender3D
July 29, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Samsung Odyssey Ultra Wide

has 2 years warranty.

looks like this after 3 years:
July 25, 2025 at 5:10 PM
July 24, 2025 at 9:42 PM
8-bit RGB
YouTube video by disgusteDGuy
youtu.be
July 21, 2025 at 11:05 PM