i only asked for a comparison why do you need to beat me up so much i know I sucks and you're clearly superior at it.. but cant you just be nice and not get mad all the time

not that they care i guess im just supposed to be the silly one and the one being put down all the time

wtf does that even mean.. sacrificing myself for others feelings everytime will wear me down eventually

everytime there's something wrong im the one who has to apologize.. I.. it's not even my fault and it's not really a big deal... yet of course I'll be the one who got blamed... being the bigger person they said

people would just like me if I'm perfect and do whatever they say anyway, until I get that I'm pretty much useless

whatever it is, hopefully it'll go away.. I'll bounce back eventually and suppress it.. just hope that they could be nicer with their word... haha

I should've just kept it to myself after all haha

I dont feel like people proud of what i did too, even if they say they do I'm having a hard time accepting and trusting it now.. if they actually proud of me then why are they beating me up for it after i told them I'll get sad thinking about it

I dont really feel like doing anything at this point whenever I try to do something It just feels not good enough and if I just do whatever no one will satisfy with it as well like is there any purpose of me actually trying anymore.. not that i know what's good or not