the lexer
@erdbearecrocus.bsky.social
they/she | 25 | silliness will prevail ☀️ | alexa joue paths in the sky | praying emily haines for redemption | degrowth partisan | 🔞+tw
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the lexer
@erdbearecrocus.bsky.social
· Feb 24
this account is made for me rambling and venting, sorry 💭
I'm even more exhausted than I used to be tf. I'm blaming it on my periods.
April 24, 2025 at 7:42 AM
I'm even more exhausted than I used to be tf. I'm blaming it on my periods.
I really had a whole fucking awful month
March 30, 2025 at 9:48 AM
I really had a whole fucking awful month
I'm so protective of my siblings it's insane
March 21, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I'm so protective of my siblings it's insane
my younger self was so real for having 2947293739 trillions internet friends. i do love people. i wish i didn't have a worm that ruins everything inside my head
why do I have to tame that beast.
why do I have to tame that beast.
March 19, 2025 at 6:42 AM
my younger self was so real for having 2947293739 trillions internet friends. i do love people. i wish i didn't have a worm that ruins everything inside my head
why do I have to tame that beast.
why do I have to tame that beast.
my sibling told me to NOT trust anything I think or feel on that matter so ig any of this is canceled
i thought about it and i doubt the people i currently hang out with will ever be very good friends. i like them and i care about them but i think i should give up on the idea that I'll ever feel like I really 100% belong. like - I don't have the same chemistry. that's okay.
ohh I put the finger on what's been bothering me for a month or so: do i suck at showing interest or do ppl not care abt me as much as I do abt them
March 16, 2025 at 9:28 PM
my sibling told me to NOT trust anything I think or feel on that matter so ig any of this is canceled
i thought about it and i doubt the people i currently hang out with will ever be very good friends. i like them and i care about them but i think i should give up on the idea that I'll ever feel like I really 100% belong. like - I don't have the same chemistry. that's okay.
ohh I put the finger on what's been bothering me for a month or so: do i suck at showing interest or do ppl not care abt me as much as I do abt them
March 15, 2025 at 8:41 PM
i thought about it and i doubt the people i currently hang out with will ever be very good friends. i like them and i care about them but i think i should give up on the idea that I'll ever feel like I really 100% belong. like - I don't have the same chemistry. that's okay.
I've tried my best to reframe my neural pathways... I gotta continue this exercise but it's hard work
March 15, 2025 at 8:39 PM
I've tried my best to reframe my neural pathways... I gotta continue this exercise but it's hard work
I hate being aroace, it's so confusing and lonely, I hate it so much
March 1, 2025 at 9:30 PM
I hate being aroace, it's so confusing and lonely, I hate it so much
je me demande tjr si je suis pas un petit peu "amoureuse" d'une pote mais je saurai jamais comme je sais pas comprendre ces sentiments + je suis aro, quelle horreur 🫠
February 28, 2025 at 4:13 PM
je me demande tjr si je suis pas un petit peu "amoureuse" d'une pote mais je saurai jamais comme je sais pas comprendre ces sentiments + je suis aro, quelle horreur 🫠
I gotta do better at showing ppl that I care about them 💭
February 28, 2025 at 3:46 PM
I gotta do better at showing ppl that I care about them 💭
ohh I put the finger on what's been bothering me for a month or so: do i suck at showing interest or do ppl not care abt me as much as I do abt them
February 28, 2025 at 2:38 PM
ohh I put the finger on what's been bothering me for a month or so: do i suck at showing interest or do ppl not care abt me as much as I do abt them
this account is made for me rambling and venting, sorry 💭
February 24, 2025 at 6:13 AM
this account is made for me rambling and venting, sorry 💭
i think i have been in an awful mood for more or less 1 month, i really hope i cheer up soon... I've got to make it right for me
February 23, 2025 at 4:46 PM
i think i have been in an awful mood for more or less 1 month, i really hope i cheer up soon... I've got to make it right for me
je sais pas trop comment expliquer ce qui se passe à l'intérieur de ma tête ou de mon cœur en ce moment, ça va juste pas trop
February 23, 2025 at 4:42 PM
je sais pas trop comment expliquer ce qui se passe à l'intérieur de ma tête ou de mon cœur en ce moment, ça va juste pas trop
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I don't even have anything to say for myself
February 20, 2025 at 10:50 PM
I don't even have anything to say for myself
je crois que si ce soir ça passe encore à l'as je vais me mettre à pleurer
February 21, 2025 at 10:40 AM
je crois que si ce soir ça passe encore à l'as je vais me mettre à pleurer
l'envie de juste laisser tout tomber alors que dans qqlq minutes c'est sonic sunday bruh
February 16, 2025 at 8:26 PM
l'envie de juste laisser tout tomber alors que dans qqlq minutes c'est sonic sunday bruh
tbh i talk abt one of my friends sm to my sibling that they rightfully can get mad when I say that I can't consider them my friend bc I am afraid they don't feel the same way
February 16, 2025 at 7:00 AM
tbh i talk abt one of my friends sm to my sibling that they rightfully can get mad when I say that I can't consider them my friend bc I am afraid they don't feel the same way
sonic sundayyyy 🧡
February 16, 2025 at 6:58 AM
sonic sundayyyy 🧡
i really do wonder if my personality just sucks or if smth is wrong with me since i suck at maintaining connection with people 😔
February 14, 2025 at 8:18 PM
i really do wonder if my personality just sucks or if smth is wrong with me since i suck at maintaining connection with people 😔
chokbaz que ça m'ignore mais bon maybe I fuck up. I ain't gonna cry though
February 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
chokbaz que ça m'ignore mais bon maybe I fuck up. I ain't gonna cry though
I had a very fun day and somehow I still want to hurt myself tf is going on
February 8, 2025 at 10:36 PM
I had a very fun day and somehow I still want to hurt myself tf is going on
l'éternelle recherche d'ami.e.s que ce soit sur internet ou en ligne... c'était plus facile quand j'étais jeune
February 8, 2025 at 7:29 AM
l'éternelle recherche d'ami.e.s que ce soit sur internet ou en ligne... c'était plus facile quand j'étais jeune
anytime I have a fight with smb I remember why I isolated myself for several years
February 7, 2025 at 6:17 PM
anytime I have a fight with smb I remember why I isolated myself for several years
I asked my co-worker some advice it's been several months lmaooo maybe germany actually ??? I spammed a friend bc I was afraid I wasn't gonna catch a night train
February 7, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I asked my co-worker some advice it's been several months lmaooo maybe germany actually ??? I spammed a friend bc I was afraid I wasn't gonna catch a night train